F1-F4 one shots

Conrad Laursen- I cant get over you

Requested by why-are-you-here-

25- I will get over you, it might be hard but I can do it.

Staring at his phone, Conrad can barely believe what he is reading. His on off girlfriend has eventually ended it. Fully. No coming back from it this time.
He is due to head back to Italy for the start of training for the new 22 season. Being caught off guard, he rereads the texts they had sent that day. Nothing screamed different.
"Don't worry. I will get over you. It'll be hard but I can do it. I will focus on the season ahead instead of you."
Just as his heart breaks into a thousand ring pieces. His bedroom door gets knocked.
"Just double checking you are all packed and ready for leaving tomorrow? Are you okay sweetheart?" His mum sits down on the bed beside him.
"Yeah. We've broken up, again. For good this time." He ends up breaking down, even though he tried so hard to keep it together. "I was about to ask, if y/n was popping over tonight. Since she usually ends up in here with you the night before you leave. Oh Sweetheart. I'm sorry." His mum holds him whilst he manages to get his crying out.
"Better off without, have you thought about moving to Italy? Rene was talking to Dad. You can get a tutor, finish school there?" Conrad shakes his head.
"No I'll miss here too much... won't I?"
His mum smiles at him. "Yes and we will miss you, but you need to concentrate on studies and racing." He nods his head. "I will speak to Rene when I'm there tomorrow. Maybe it'll be better for getting away and over y/n." He says sadly.

It doesn't take long once in Italy to be persuaded by Rene and the other boys, to stay there and study there. "We can date Italian girls!!" Sebastian teases him. But looks down at Conrad's phone that's just lit up.
"Y/n?" He asks Conrad, who nods his head. "Am I doing the right thing? Should I be going back to Copenhagen?" Sebastian shakes his head furiously.
"If she wants you, make her come to you. You are done running back and forth. You are here for training, fitness and winning the F4 championship this time!" Conrad blocks y/n's number for a while, after speaking to the older guys. It seemed the best idea.
Possibly not for the heart, as all he wants to do is tell her good night and how much he cares for her.

But he can't. But it helps him switch off easier, not having to worry about her. What is she doing? Is she happy? Does she want him home? Is she okay without him?

Even when he pops home for a while, for family and friends catch up.. Walking by her house seems almost a waste. "They have went to her Mum's country..." Conrad is told. "What for good? Or just a visit?" His friend doesn't know the whole story and Conrad is crushed. He wanted to see her. Just to make sure things were good.
As they sit down for a breather, after running and walking. He checks y/n's Instagram. She is indeed somewhere in the UK. He knows her Dad played football over there for a while.
Sightseeing in London, Edinburgh, Glasgow... her and her little sister. "She looks so happy without me." Conrad can't help but feel sick. He knows she broke it off with him, he knows he could've turned around and fought harder for her. Not run away to Italy.
Not great to treat her like her dad has treated women.

"You are better off without her Con. You guys didn't match well and she changed you." Conrad nods his head, not fully believing what his friend has said. "Nobody understood me fighting towards my own goal in F1 like she did. No one would stand in the rain for hours whilst I trained on the karts, to time me, like she did.
No one is ever going to match her! Yeah we are/ were very dysfunctional and crazy. But it worked more than anyone ever could properly see." Conrad states, before his friend goes into a bashing session on her, like he often did.

As Conrad heads back to his parents house, he's mad as they would've known. Yet didn't tell him.
"Is she gone for good? Or what?" He is barely in the door and asking.
"Sweetheart. I thought it was over.. so why does it matter?" His mum says gently, even though she knows how long they had been on and off.
Conrad runs upstairs and throws himself down on the bed. His emotions just flooding out of him. In Italy it was easier, he didn't think about y/n a lot because the boys were keeping him busy. He could hide his emotions better.
"Sweetheart, I don't know. She didn't exactly come over and tell us she was leaving. We heard it a few weeks back in the supermarket."
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Conrad as the season goes on. Finds it hard speaking to new girls. He finds himself in a proper low. During his last weekend of the year of racing. The Abu Dhabi F4 exhibition event. His low point is more evident.

Even more so as he is almost positive that he has spotted y/n's dad.
"Is that not some famous old footballer from Denmark?" Rene asks him, Conrad nods his head. Hoping that he won't come and speak to him.
But he does.
"Conrad.. Nice to see you again." Conrad can feel the eyes of everyone on him. "Is she here?" He eventually asks, wincing as her dad nods his head, then points to where y/n is standing with her sister. "Yeah my girls are over there. You should come say hi."
Taking a deep breath. Conrad does just that.

"Hi." He sounds almost nervous, as if he has never spoken to her before.
She turns around and smiles. Her hair more blonder than he can remember, her eyes sparkle more too. "Conrad. Uhm. Hi." He can feel her looking him up and down. "Soph. Give me a minute yeah?" Conrad looks confused at her.
But she throws her arms around him. "What are you doing?" He stutters out. "Hugging you idiot. It's been a while." Conrad nods his head. "Yeah it has been. Have you moved on?" He asks her, even though he knows he doesn't want the answer.

"Not really. I've moved to Glasgow for university and to be closer to Sophie... Have you?" Conrad shake his head, taking all of his energy to not cry again. "Last time I was home. People didn't know where you went too. Felt like I had lost you forever." He says, without thinking.
"You'll never lose me Con, we just needed to concentrate on studies and racing. It worked for you. Your going into F3 next year!! That's amazing baby. I'm so proud of you!!" Conrad smiles. Hearing her tell him that she's proud is all he needed to hear.
"Is it crazy to still love you?" Conrad asks her. Smiling when she shakes her head.
"No. I still love you too."