F1-F4 one shots

Conrad Laursen- Heartbreak

Requested by serpents_riverdale1

9- do you believe me
11- you deserve so much better than me

Conrad stands staring at you. You's have just had yet another argument. This one in front of everyone, which isn't like you, you were always good and bit your tongue. But You sit and pretend that he isn't staring at you. But you know that he is and he loves nothing more than to stare you out, until you feel awkward and forgive him. But you have other things on your mind. Like the race weekend ahead, the videos that Prema are making you all participate in.

You are waiting to see what is next from Prema, as there is speculation as to what yous will be filming now.
"Are you two okay?" Sebastian asks you, sitting down and breaking your thoughts. "Is who? Me? Yeah I'm grand." Your thick Irish accent masking how you feel. Sebastian laughs. "Why do you lie so badly? I didn't hear you come in last night.. where did you stay?"
You look at him, is he wanting you to lie? Or is he trying to stir even more drama between you and Con.
"I stayed at a friends house, Dad." You tease him, but you can sense Conrad right beside you.
"You could just tell us?" Conrad adds in, his blue eyes boring into you.

"Guys my own Da wanted nothing to do with me. I don't need you both trying to fill that void I've had for nearly two decades okay. I appreciate ye for trying, but I don't need it." Conrad rolls his eyes at you. "I'm not trying to be your dad. You are being so annoying. As soon as anyone cares for you... you shut down. Switch off and that's your issue." Sebastian looks confused and going between you both. As if he is watching tennis. The argument becoming more and more obvious.
"I think I've gotten myself into something I shouldn't be in.." You hear Sebastian say, but neither you nor Conrad even acknowledge him.
Embroiled in your own argument.
"Just stay away from me then Conrad. It's done. Over. Finished."

You sit down and watch him walk out. It's not how you had envisioned you and him. Yous had started so well. Hiding it from everyone even Sebastian who you both shared a house with.
But the fun times did sometimes cause fights. More so when the older lads took you out clubbing, Conrad's jealousy became more apparent, when you'd often stay at Arthur and Dino's apartment and you'd wake up with horrible texts.
Race weekends were always easier with Conrad. His dad was always there, so you'd tease him and you'd share some kisses hidden away from the world. But nothing stating you were official. Or in love by any means.

Sitting down with the other F4 boys, Conrad can't stop glaring at you. "Okay.. so. This is going to be you guys just asking each other questions, Mr and Mrs style or Mr and Mr style. Okay? Conrad.. y/n. The Instagram family want you two to pair up." The pair of you can barely look at each other let alone, work together to win.
"So y/n. If you could go on a date with a Prema driver, not yourself who would it be?" 
Conrad looks at you. Pleading you not to say someone else.
"Show your answers now.."
Conrad has chosen himself. Of course he has.
You sit staring at both your answers. Conrad actually physically leaves the room.
You bite your lip. "That wasn't supposed to happen... I feel like an asshole now."

You are allowed to leave as Conrad refuses to finish the game with you.
"I'm sorry Con." You watch as he shakes his head. Not wanting to speak with you. "Conrad speak to me." He shakes his head again. "No. Go to him. Since he is so much better than me." You struggle to not roll your eyes at him. "Conrad. Stop. I had to answer why would I say you? We've been at each other's throats arguing."
He smirks at you. "Bet you were with him last night... lying to us that you were with friends." You look at him. You were with Dino and Arthur so you refuse to answer. Now your Dino answer was less smart than you thought.

"You two okay? Conrad?" Of course Dino has to ask him. "No I'm not. I'm apparently invisible to the girl I'm in love with. How do you think I feel." Dino looks at you, smiling in his usual chirpy self. Pointing at you. Nodding your head. He smiles at you again. "Why do you think I can't see you two? You aren't subtle in the slightest." Dinos smile instantly fades.
"So who does she like more than you then? Since she never tells anything to Arthur and I." Dino can't help but tease you.
"Oh you mean you don't know?" Dino shakes his head.
"You. Only you and you don't even know it's a thing. How hilarious is that." Conrad gets up and walks away.

You stand there looking at Dino. "It's not how that sounded!! I swear..." Dino can't help but butt in. "I thought you were happy with him? You don't need to stay with him and Seb if you'd feel better staying with Arthur and I. We have the empty room." You nod your head, glad that he isn't jumping around being an idiot when you need him to be there for you.

You head home to pack and get caught out by Conrad. "What you doing?" He looks down at you, as you are putting your clothes into a suitcase. "Y/n? Don't ignore me. Where are you going? You can't just leave."
You shake your head, you weren't expecting it to be so hard. But it's excruciating. "Con. We just need to be apart. We can't live together and keep arguing like we do. It's going to make both of us miserable. But I can't do it anymore." He looks at you confused.
"So where are you going? We have two races left... then Abu Dhabi.. We have plans. You can't just leave." He manages to stutter out.
You wipe your face. One of you need to say the obvious.
"We can't. You deserve better than what I can give you. You deserve so much better than me Con. It sucks. But I just can't be what you need or want right now." He shakes his head, his own tears more obvious.
"No. Believe me you are what I need. You are everything I want and more. Y/n. Do you believe me?"
Sighing you shake your head.
"We need space right now. The fighting is killing me Con. I love you. But I need space. I'm moving into the spare room at Arthur's."
He sits on your bed, looking at you. But more into space.
"So you go and you come back when you want to talk?"
Nodding your head, you have no intention to speaking to him about there being a yous again.