I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Chapter Two: Jesika

Dear Journal,

Mom had to pick the house next to Justin Bieber or his friends, didn't she? I had managed to avoid them for the rest of the day. All my stuff is in boxes in my new room waiting to be unpacked. I should probably get to that if I ever want to go to bed tonight. I need to find my sheets and blanket. I also want to find my chair but I have no idea where it would be. I have so much unpacking to do.

June 21, 2011 ; Jesika Williams

Tyson was out trying to find a place to work out. Well that was what he told Mom he was doing. Really, I think he's just going to find some people to hang out with. I swear, he's the one afraid of being alone. I was in my room trying to find the box with my fold up saucer chair when my mom yelled to me.

"Jesika, our new neighbors are here . Come down here and meet them." I guess I'm finding out if it's Justin or one of his friends who live next door. I slowly made my way down the stairs, walking toward my mom, I crossed my arms over my chest. It was an automatic reaction when I didn't have my sweatshirt on. "Honey this is Pattie and her son Justin. Pattie offered to help me unpack so why don't you take Justin up to your room and have him help." Mom suggested.

"Fine." I knew I wouldn't be able to get out of this, so I might as well just agree and save the argument.

"Be good." Pattie said looking at her son. He just shrugged it off and followed me upstairs. I brought him into my room of boxes.

"I'd offer you a chair, but I have no clue which box its in." I said not once looking over at him.

"I'm Justin, by the way."

"I know who you are." I'd heard enough about him from Hali.

"Okay." He said reaching one hand up and putting it on the back of his neck. "What's your name?" He asked me. Didn't he hear Mom yell to me?

"Jesika." I rolled my eyes at him, going back to unpacking.

"So do you like my music?" Justin asked when he got sick of the silence.

"No." He waited for me to elaborate. I didn't.

"Well, why not?" 

"I hate music." I simply stated. 

"No one hates music." I just lifted an eyebrow at him as if to say "wanna bet" and he stopped talking. I was unpacking in silence and it seemed like Justin was getting irritated. "You don't talk much." Justin stated. When I didn't continue, he did, "Why not?"

"Why should I talk?" I asked and went back to unpacking.

"Because, why wouldn't you?"

"No one listens."

"I would listen."

"You are far from the first person I'd open up to." How could he even think I'd talk to him? He's one of the most famous people in the world at the moment. It's not like he'd care what I have to say anyway.

"Why do you hate me so much? You just barely met me."

"Because you think everyone likes you, especially girls."

"Who said that?"

"No one had to say it. Just by looking at you with your friends when we were unloading the truck. I bet you think any girl would fall for you guys."

"I never thought that."

"Sure." I said. "Besides, you don't even need to hang out with me."

"What if I want to?"

"I don't want you to."

"I can try."

"It would be pointless." I scowled at him.

"I got you to talk didn't I?" Justin said and I couldn't help but turn and look at him. He had the biggest smirk on his face that I had ever seen. My jaw went slack as I stared at him. That smirk really made me want to just smack him.

"Justin! Time to go home." Pattie called up.

"Bye Jesika." Justin said and left my room. I just stood there staring at the doorframe. Why did I talk to him like we were friends? It seemed so easy to talk with him. I can't keep doing that though. 

I dropped down onto my bed, giving up on unpacking for the night. Deciding it was a good time to call Hali, I loaded Skype onto my computer and noticed she was actually on. I sent her a message asking if it was a good time and she responded it was. "Jes! I miss you! Kayden and I don't know what to do without you!" That was definitely a lie but I didn't try to correct her. My friends weren't really that great and I kind of only put up with them because they were all I had back in California.

"Yeah, its good to see you." I responded. "Anything interesting happened since I've been gone?" I asked, even though I didn't really care that much.

"Not really, I mean its summer so everyone's just relaxing. Whats it like there? You now live in the same area Justin Bieber lives!" Hali squealed. If only she knew the truth, but I didn't really plan to tell her that at the moment. Not when I was still trying to figure out what it was about him that made me open up like that. I mean my friends are one thing, but random strangers are a completely different story.

"Its alright here. Like you said, its summer, so theres not really a lot of people around anyway and I don't know anyone so I don't really have much to do. I've basically been unpacking."

"Oh thats cool." Hali responded. This is why we didn't really work as friends. She asked questions but if you gave her an answer she didn't want, she blew it off like it was unimportant. "So have you seen Justin Bieber?" She asked. 

This is where I could gloat and say that yes he was my next door neighbor, but instead I just shook my head as I said, "no." There wasn't really a point in telling Hali about it because then she'd just ask more questions that I really didn't want to answer.

"Oh," was all she said. We kind of fell into an awkward silence until Hali decided she had to go. She probably had something more important to do than talk to me. 

After my dad died, her and Kayden started treating me different. They weren't really my friends anymore, just kind of there. They probably felt bad just ditching me or they just plain felt bad for me. Either way, things weren't the same and it kind of hurt. But there was only so much you can do when it comes to other people. 

I got off Skype after that and shut my computer down. I found my sheets, blankets, and pillows and made my bed before dropping into it and falling fast asleep.

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