I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Chapter Twenty-Six: Justin

Jesika and I are actually getting along. I'm not going to fight her about all this anymore. I really don't want to hurt her. Things just pop out of my mouth before I have a chance to stop them and it sucks. I'm seriously not trying to hurt her but its like I can't control my mouth when I'm around her. My mouth moves before my mind can tell it to stop. We're okay, as long as we don't talk a lot. Its the talking that gets me into trouble which sucks because I like when we talk.

September 10, 2011 ; Justin Bieber

I had been sitting in my room for the past six hours, just playing video games alone. It was a pretty boring day but everyone was at school so I didn't have much of a choice. Sometimes I wish I still went to school, but I knew that was impossible. I had to finish the My World Tour which meant I was leaving in nineteen days. I hadn't told Jesika or really anyone that I was leaving again. It was probably going to come back and bite me in the ass but whatever.

"Honey, Jesika is here to see you." Mom called to my door and my head shot right up from my game. 

"Tell her to come on up." I called back out and I heard her talking to Jes and then footsteps up to my room.

"Hey." Jesika appeared in my door way and I smiled at her.

"Whats up?"

"I just got home from school, and considering all your friends go to school, I thought I'd come see you." She smiled at me and slumped down on my bed.

"And you want help with homework, right?" I raised an eyebrow at her. We had gotten into the habit of her doing her homework over here with me. She grinned at me and I sat up against the wall by my bed and she slid back next to me and pulled her books out of her bag. 

I was glad that things weren't awkward between us even after I told her that I like her. Even if she didn't like me back, it was awesome that she was still okay being friends. It could have been that awkward 'I don't want to talk to you anymore because I know' kind of thing but its not.

"Are you going to help me or just sit there?" Jesika brought me out of my own thoughts and I smiled over at her.

"Right." So thats what I did. We sat there for nearly two hours because she had actually gotten a lot of homework today. She probably had sat with Claire and not got any work done in class and had to take it home. They had become the best of friends in such a short time. I'm pretty sure Claire knew things even I didn't about Jes and that made me jealous. But I couldn't stop her from making friends.

"Alright. Thats all of it." She said putting the last of her books back in her bag. "Thanks again for helping me all the time. I mean I know you're probably sick of helping me do my homework."

"No, its totally fine. I like spending time with you without us fighting."

"Who's fault is that?" She raised an eyebrow at me. She wasn't mean about how she said it so I just laughed at her and raised my hand and she laughed back. "So, have you talked to Caitlin again?" She asked and I shook my head.

"Not since the night we watched that movie when I freaked out on you." I told her.

"Do you miss her?" She asked and she was playing with her fingers.

"I do. But I couldn't stand how she was acting." I told Jes honestly. "She wasn't always like that. She's actually really nice, but she was extremely jealous of you."

"I don't understand why. Its not like we were actually doing anything." 

"I know but she was still jealous and thats why she lashed out on you. Normally when I talk to a girl besides her, its because they're fans. When I kept talking to you and those pictures and stuff, she freaked out a little."