I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Chapter Twenty-Eight: Justin

I can't even believe that Jes actually stayed over and slept in my bed with me. I can't believe she's the one who had me sleep in there with her. I even offered to sleep on the floor. And we didn't fight the entire night. Things just couldn't get better than that.

September 11, 2011 ; Justin Bieber

I had to go back to the studio today so after I walked Jesika home, I made my way over. Apparently a couple songs didn't record right and I needed to re-do them. I was in such a good mood that it didn't take too long to record them and before I knew it I found myself walking home.

Once I was in my house, I yelled a quick "hi" to my mom and then made my way up to my room. My phone started ringing when I stepped through my doo. "Hello?" I answered before checking the caller ID.

"Hey Justy." It was Caitlin. "I'm in Canada until next weekend. Can I come over so we can talk?" She asked.

"Caitlin, I don't know if thats a good idea." I told her and looked out my window. Jesika was out there with Blake. He was tickling her and she was laughing. Her eyes turned to mine and she waved so I waved back. Then Blake did the same.

"Please. I just want to see you." Caitlin's voice made my eyes drop for a second before looking back up and seeing Jesika with her fingers twined with Blake's above their heads.

"Fine. I'm home now." I told her and I heard her giggle. I shut my curtain and sat on my bed.

"I'll be there in five." She told me before hanging up. I threw on some sweatpants and a t-shirt before she got her. Mom let her in and she came right up to my room.

"Hey Caitlin."

"Justin, I've missed you so much!" She threw her arms around my neck and I hugged her around the waist. 

"I missed you too."

"I'm so sorry about everything I put you through. I'll get along with Jes, please just don't let us be over." She told me and I opened my eyes wide at her. I pulled back so I could look in her eyes. "Can we please try again? I won't be mean to her but I miss you Justin."

"Caitlin, I don't know."

"Please. We can try it at least. We can't give up on us."

"Caitlin, if we do this and I see that you're mean to her even once, then I'm seriously done. Do you understand that? She means a lot to me and we're friends, but if I'm with you, nothing will happen between her and I. Alright?" I told her. Obviously Jes was moving on and getting pretty cozy with Blake anyway.

"I understand Justin. I'm sorry about everything. Can we try one more time?" She asked and I nodded at her and pulled her closer to me. "I'm going to try really hard to make friends with her. But I might just have to settle with tolerating her, alright." 

"I don't care as long as you aren't being mean." I told her and she smiled. She leaned up and pecked my lips. "Do you want to stay the night?" I asked her.

"I would love to."

"Is it just you here, or is Christian here too."

"Its just me." She told me and I nodded.

"Alright. Well how have you been?" I asked. I was supposed to call Jes but she seemed preoccupied at the moment so whatever. I busied myself with talking to Caitlin. Of course I missed her too, she was my first love. I didn't really think I would get back together with her but I don't know. Maybe she has changed.

Caitlin told me all about what she had done since getting back to Georgia and I told her about going back on tour at the end of the month. She asked if I had told anyone and when I told her I hadn't she told me that I probably should soon because if I don't its going to be harder for them all. Its better to know.

The sky started changing from light blue to dark and before I knew it, it was almost midnight.

"Its late, we should sleep." I told her and she nodded. She went to my dresser, as I went to my bed, and grabbed one of my t-shirts and changed into it. Then she went and lay down on my bed right next to me. I pulled her into my arms and she curled up in my chest. "Good night."

"Night Justin." I could feel her smile into my chest and I smiled and kissed her forehead. I didn't know if this was a great idea or not but honestly I missed having her like this. And if she was really going to try to be nice, then we could try to make this work.