I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Chapter Ten: Justin

Wow, so much has happened. I don't know what I think about Jes right now. After Jennifer told us about Jes's Dad, I just, I guess I can't understand what she's been through. And then her after that. I can't believe she thought it was her fault. I wonder if it has anything to do with why her mom doesn't trust her to be home alone. I'd really like Jes to let me in but I don't know if she ever will. Maybe I can push her until she breaks. I don't know if thats fair to her though. Maybe I should just leave her be and let her tell me if she wants to.

August 18, 2011 ; Justin Bieber

When I woke up, I slipped on some black skinny jeans and a grey t-shirt. I walked downstairs and my mom was making pancakes. She set them on a plate so naturally I jumped up and sat on the counter next to them. "Hey Mom."

"Oh hi honey. Well Jen and I are going shopping, so you can do whatever. She said you can go hang out with Ty and Jesika. So eat up and I'll see you later." My mom kissed me on the cheek. "Oh and a new magazine came out. Its in the living room." She said over her shoulder as she walked towards the door.

"Thanks Mom." I said and she walked out the door. After I saw her and Jennifer Williams leave, I wrapped up the pancakes, grabbed the magazine, and took them over to the neighbors house. Ty answered the door.

"Hey dude." He said and let me inside.

"Hey, I brought pancakes since our parents ditched us." I laughed to Ty.

"Sweet." Ty took a couple pancakes. We played video games for about two hours and then his phone started ringing. "Hello? Oh sure. I'll be there." He hung up.

"You ditching me too?" I asked Ty jokingly.

"Hey, you can come. But we'd have to wake Jes up." I saw him frown and look up at the stairs.

"No its cool. I'll stay here." I said and his frown disappeared. "Hey Ty?"

"Whats up?" 

"Why doesn't your Mom let her stay home alone?" I asked. I knew Jesika would probably never tell me, but maybe Ty would. Ty looked uncomfortable.

"After our Dad died, Jes did some things that scared us. She was in a really bad state and as long as there were people around, she wouldn't do it." Ty answered. I had a lot of things running through my head.

"Things like what?" I asked.

"Thats not my place to tell. Ask her about it." He smirked.

"Yeah, thats like pulling teeth, trying to get something out of her."

"Trust me, I know. It took us a long time before she would even talk to us about anything. She doesn't like bringing it up, as I'm sure you know from dinner."

"Yeah, but I mean, doesn't she know that people can help her?" I asked, more to myself but Ty was watching me.

"You like her, don't you?" He asked and smiled at me. I didn't answer because I honestly didn't know. "Jes has a really tough shell, but don't let her fool you. She gets hurt and she's broken, but despite all that, she's still the best sister I could ask for. She's really good, just someone has to break down her barriers again." Ty almost whispered. I was wondering if he was talking to me anymore or more to himself.

"How long do you think that will take?"

"Well, depending on the person and how persistent they are, I'm not sure. But someone would have to be gentle, she needs to be put back together, not torn apart." I nodded at him. I had already gotten more information than I could have imagined. Jesika, broken, I mean I knew she was hurt, but how could anyone break her so bad that she would shut down on people? I want to help her, but I don't think she'll let me.