I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Epilogue: Justin

My tour is finally finished. I took a detour to look around at some things. Not that it could hurt or anything. I mean everything at home was pretty bad anyway. But I toured some of the US and other parts of the countries that I missed during my tour. I wanted to see the world and at the rate I was going, I never would because I would have to just keep picking up and leaving for the next concert just to make it in time. I didn't really get a breather for it all. 

November 2, 2011 ; Justin Bieber

Flying back into Canada was a long trip. My grandparents were happy to see Mom and I again and I even visited my dad and my siblings. It was nice to see them all again and I knew that they were happy for me. I had just finished my first Headlining Tour and that was an amazing accomplishment. It was a world wide tour also, which was even bigger.

Being in my room, a lot came back to me. There were a lot of things that have happened here and things that I wish hadn't gone the way they had but I had to make up for that. I had to know what I did was wrong, which I knew, and I had to face the consequences. 

I dropped my stuff down on my bed and lay down. It was really late, we had just got home from Dad's and I was just ready to pass out. But I had to look just once. I had to see her. I looked out my window to the neighbors balcony and I saw her standing there on the phone. She was in the middle of a conversation. Her hair had gotten longer and she was wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants. 

I smiled and shut my curtain, going back to my bed and falling asleep almost instantly.

Ryan and Chaz were grinning down at me when I opened my eyes. "How did you guys get in here?" I asked them standing up from my bed and giving each of them a hug.

"Your mom let us in obviously."

"Its so good to see you guys. How are things?" I asked them.

"Things are normal I guess." Chaz answered first. "She's moved on and seems happy now." I nodded at him. 

"How are things with you and Claire?" I looked at Ryan.

"Great. We're still gong strong." Ryan smiled and I could see the care he had for this girl. He really and truly liked her and I was happy for him.

"I'm glad," I told him honestly. 

We sat around talking and playing video games for a couple of hours. Its what we did. Then we went out into my driveway to play basketball with the hoop on my grandparents garage door. We usually had four people but today we didn't so we played Horse instead of an actual game. 

A car drove up to the neighbors house and pulled into the driveway. A girl with long brunette hair got out of the drivers seat and I looked at Ryan and Chaz. They both nodded and I passed the ball to Ryan.

Steadying myself, I walked over to the car and the girl looked at me. I smiled at her and I saw her weary expression. I swallowed whatever fear I had in me and opened my mouth.

"Hi, I'm your new neighbor, Justin. You're Jesika, right?" I asked and smiled again. I put my hand out for her to shake and at first she just looked at me. I saw a smile slowly start to creep up onto her face as she put her hand out and into mine.

"Thats right. But be warned, I've been hurt and have been known to have trust issues."

"Don't worry. I've been known to be a jerk and have to apologize a million times to people I care about. But I'm working on that." I smiled at her. "Some friends of mine and I are playing basketball, want to join us?" I asked and she nodded. 

"I think this is the best idea you've ever had." She smiled at me, and the two of us walked back over to Ryan and Chaz.

This wouldn't be perfect or easy, but it would be worth it. Starting over was the best thing we could do at this point. We had to actually get to know each other. 

And this was the first step.