I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Chapter Five: Justin

Why is Jesika so adamant that I won't ever be her friend? She makes me so mad and I just met her. She has been avoiding me and now that her mom forced her to come over here, she really has no choice to hang out with me. Maybe this will happen more than just this one time. But really so far all we've done is play a game and then she stood up to go sit by herself.

I don't understand her. Was it something I did? Did I do something without realizing it? I wish she would just tell me so I could fix whatever it is.

August 8, 2011 ; Justin Bieber

Jesika was over by the wall with her arms wrapped around her legs. I wanted to go talk to her but Ryan hit my shoulder. "Come on, lets play." Ryan said. I couldn't say no, he would call me a wimp.

"Yeah, sure." I answered him and sat down to play. I looked over at Jesika, Christian was sitting next to her. They were talking very quietly and I wasn't close enough to listen in on them. I turned back to play the next round of mine and Ryan's game.

The next time I looked at Jesika, between rounds for our game, she saw me looking at her, turned to Christian, and they started laughing. I wanted to know what they were talking about. Instead, I turned away. Were they laughing at me? Why could Christian sit and talk to her and not me? What am I thinking? I shouldn't care, I mean we just met after all.

Someones phone went off, disrupting my thoughts. I looked around and saw Ryan digging in his pocket for his phone. "Hello? Alright, I'm leaving." He closed his phone and put it back in his pocket. "Chaz, time to go. Your mom called my phone. You left yours at home. But we both have to leave." 

"Alright. See ya man." Chaz came over and we did our handshake, then Ryan and I did it too. They walked over to Christian and said their goodbyes to him, using the handshake. "Uh, bye Jesika." Chaz was looking at Jesika and Ryan turned to Chaz. I was looking at Jes for her reaction. She was just staring at Chaz. Whats wrong with her?

Chaz and Ryan walked out the door, and only then did I hear, in almost a whisper, Jesika say, "Bye."

"Christian, lets play." I called out to Christian, trying to get him away from Jesika. 

"My sister's gonna be here in like five minutes." Christian answered, holding up his phone to me. 

"Caitlin?" I asked. I hadn't seen her in a while. Since Christian and Caitlin lived in Georgia, we had them come up here when I had vacation so I could see them. Caitlin and I have been on again off again dating since Scooter found me and moved me down there. I still come home to Canada when I have time off so I can see my Grandparents, my Dad, and my siblings, Jazmyn and Jaxon. 

"No, my other, non existent, sister." Christian smirked at me. I scowled and rolled my eyes at him.

"Justin!" I saw Caitlin at the door and she walked right over to me and threw her arms around my neck, I put mine around her waist and saw Jesika stand up behind her.

"Hey Caitlin." I kissed her and she kissed back. I saw Jes look at Christian.

"They're sort of dating." Christian whispered thinking only Jes could hear him. I was close enough now.

"Oh. Sort of?" Jes asked.

"Well, they are on again off again when they see each other now. Since Justin got bigger and moved from Georgia." Christian said and shrugged.

"Oh, how rude of me!" Caitlin said when she turned around. "I'm Caitlin Beadles. Christians older sister." She said putting her hand out. I walked up beside them so I could see what was going on.

"Jesika." Jes ignored her hand. Caitlin's smile faltered a little when she dropped her hand. 

"Justin, you didn't tell me you made a new friend." Caitlin smiled again, looking at me.

"We're not friends." Jes answered, and before I could say anything she continued, "Our moms are."

"Oh." Caitlin said. I could hear Christian trying not to laugh next to me. "So Jesika, when did you move here?"

"June." Jes was not interested in answering these questions. I was looking at her, begging her with my eyes to be nicer, but she wasn't looking at me.

"Where did you move from?" Caitlin asked again.

"California."

"Why did you come here?"

"Does it matter?" Jes asked crossing her arms over her chest. Christian was laughing so hard at his sister now, I thought he was going to fall over.

"Alright. I guess not. Justin, Christian and I should get going now." She said and kissed my cheek.

"Bye Jesika." Christian said and she just nodded at him. Caitlin walked by without saying anything.

"You didn't have to be so rude." I almost shouted at her when Caitlin and Christian were gone.

"I wasn't being rude. I was telling the truth."

"She was just trying to make conversation." I was really mad at her, she doesn't have to be so mean to my friends. Maybe I didn't want to get to know her. If she always acted like this much of a brat, then she wasn't someone I would want to be hanging around me all the time.

"Sorry for making your girlfriend leave." Jes said sarcastically, heading toward the door.

"Where are you going?" I half yelled at her. She had started walking out the door and I followed her.

"Anywhere but here."

"What is your problem? I've been nothing but nice to you and all you do for one night is complain and make my friends leave!" I was yelling at this point. Not only was she a brat to my friends but now she's making it seem like it was no big deal and it kind of seems like she's trying to blame me for this! Who does this girl think she is?

"Sorry but I don't even want to be here!" Jes yelled back at me, turning on her heel so we were practically face to face. 

"Its not my fault our parents are friends. Its not my fault your mom doesn't trust you home alone." I said and she froze in her spot. Her face drained of all color and it looked like her breathing hitched at my words. I could almost hear her breath as she thought about what she should say to me. 

Well, that must have hit a nerve.

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