I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Chapter Twenty-Four: Justin

I haven't left my house much since I broke up with Caitlin. They left and went back home and I've just been in my room. Jes has tried to talk to me but I don't want to talk. Not to her, not now. I might do something stupid like tell her how I feel about her and then she'd run off away from me. She wouldn't want to stay here with me after I told her that because she doesn't like me like that.

September 5, 2011 ; Justin Bieber

My phone rang around when lunch would be and I grabbed it without looking at the caller ID. "Hello?"

"Hey Justin, its Ryan. Me and a few people were planning to go to the pool, wanna come?"

"Who's going?"

"Chaz and some people we met today." 

"Sure. Are you picking me up?"

"Yeah. I'll be there after school." Ryan told me. I heard some people talking beside him. "Alright, gotta go. See you then." We both hung up. It was only open a couple more days so I should go or I'd regret it later. So I put on some shorts and waited for the end of his school day so he could come get me.

When I saw his car pull up I walked out of my house, leaving a note for my mom telling her where I'd be. As I walked to the car I saw Chaz point to the back. There was a girl in the front between Chaz and Ryan and there was a guy and girl in the backseat. I climbed in and shut the door. Ryan started moving before I noticed who I had sat next to. "Ryan." He could have told me she was coming. Jesika looked over at me and then she turned back toward the other window.

"So this is Claire and thats Blake." Chaz called out from the front seat. We had the windows rolled down so we had to raise our voices. I said hi to them politely and then went back to being quiet. I knew that I should probably talk to Jesika, but I couldn't without telling her how I felt about her.

We got to the pool and I almost jumped out of the car. I really didn't want to be in there but I did want to go swimming. All of us boys went straight into the pool and I saw the girls get the spot we had thrown our shirts at. "Jes told us you've been ignoring her." Ryan told me.

"I just haven't wanted to see anyone."

"Justin she's just trying to help you. She's worried." Chaz said. As if I didn't already know that. She came to my house almost everyday for a week and then she finally stopped.

"I know. But I'm afraid if I talk to her, I'll tell her and I don't want to do that to her."

"Just tell her." Ryan told me. I looked over to where Jes and Claire were sitting. Jes had her sweatshirt on still and I was assuming they weren't going swimming. 

"Can you distract her friend?" I asked and Blake looked at me. He started to move but Ryan stopped him.

"I got this dude." Ryan smiled at Blake and I could see him pondering wether to let him go or not. Finally he gave in and I watched as Ryan went up to Claire and I saw him talk her up a little and then lead her away from Jesika. 

Well, here it goes.

"Anyone sitting here?" I asked as I walked up in front of Jesika.

"Oh so now you're speaking to me?" She asked, crossing her arms over her chest.

"I probably deserved that." I told her sitting down in the chair beside her.

"I just wanted to know how you were. You took the breakup pretty hard. I was worried." Jesika told me and looked at me.

"I know. I'm sorry. I just couldn't talk to you."

"Why not?" She asked and she really looked hurt by that.