I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Chapter Seventeen: Justin

I can't believe Caitlin. How could she say those things to Jes? Of course she had people that wanted her here. I couldn't take this anymore. I couldn't be with someone who only tore apart my friends. I had to end things with her before Jes totally hated me. She was too important to me to let go now. I had to make sure she was alright and to do that I had to protect her and take away people who only wanted to hurt her. 

In a way, me staying with caitlin hurt her. It brought them around each other and if I left them alone Caitlin couldn't keep her mouth shut. She was just too jealous for that.

August 20, 2011 ; Justin Bieber

I saw Caitlin facing Jes and I overheard something they were saying. I couldn't quite make out the words so I walked quietly up behind Caitlin. "Why would I be jealous of you? I don't even like you." Jes spoke to Caitlin like I wasn't even there.

"You're jealous of me because I have Justin wrapped around my finger and you'll never have him because you're pathetic. You should probably just crawl back into whatever hole you came out of because no one wants you here." Are you kidding me?!  

"Really?" Jes asked and pointed back to where Chaz and I were standing. "Because they look pretty upset about what you just said." Caitlin turned her head, her face going pale.

"Justin, I was just talking to Jesika here."

"Trust me I heard." I basically snapped at her. "Wrapped around your finger? Really?" My eyebrows rose and Caitlin looked down at the ground. 

"Justin I'm sorry. She's being mean to me and I was just defending myself." 

"Caitlin, you and I both know thats not true." I told her, crossing my arms over my chest. "I really can't deal with this. You're mean to my friends and thats not okay with me." 

"Justin, she's not really your friend. Can you not see that? She just wants you like every other little fangirl." My eyes widened at that and I saw Jes turn to leave and the other boys followed her.

"Caitlin, no, okay. Just stop. You know that isn't true either. I can't take this."

"What are you talking about?" Caitlin asked taking my hands in hers, successfully uncrossing my arms. 

"I can't take you, Caitlin. You've changed too much since we got together. I thought maybe it would go away but it hasn't and you haven't gone back to the girl I fell in love with."

"Justin, what are you saying?" She asked and I pulled my hands from her.

"I'm saying that I don't think this is going to work. We need to break up. For good this time."

"You're just doing this for her, aren't you? You want to be with her instead of me."

"Caitlin, I'm doing it because you can't accept things when I tell you they aren't true. You don't trust me or my decisions. You hate my friends." I told her, throwing my hands in the air.

"I don't hate your friends. I like Chaz and Ryan."

"All you do to Jes is just yell at her or tell her how bad of a person she is and she's not. She hasn't done anything to you."

"She's trying to take you away from me Justin!" Caitlin yelled at me. I saw people turn to look at us and shut my eyes for a second so I wouldn't yell back at her.

"She's not trying to do anything, you're pushing me away. You have no one to blame but yourself. And I'm done. Alright, Caitlin, I'm just so done. I'm tired of us just fighting about her all the time. I'm tired of you thinking something's going on when theres nothing."