I Did This To Me (Justin Bieber)

Chapter Three: Justin

New neighbors have moved in next to my grandparents. I think the girl there, Jesika, has made it her life's mission to make sure she doesn't talk to me. I don't know why she hates me so much when she just barely met me. I don't know what I can do to convince her that I'm not a terrible person just because I'm famous. And its not even like I'm extremely famous. I'm just starting out. I only just got my first Headlining Tour started a bit ago and I go back in September. It's not like I have changed that much, I know what its like to be a regular kid.

August 7, 2011 ; Justin Bieber

I stood up out of my bed to walk down and meet my mom on the stairs. "First, the boys are here to hang out and second, tomorrow Jennifer Williams and I are going out and Jen wants to know if you would mind having Jesika over. She doesn't like to leave her home alone, she doesn't really trust her, so I told her you'd probably be fine with it but she wanted me to make sure."

"Of course thats fine, Mom. I don't mind." I told her honestly. It would give me a reason to spend time with her and make her see that I'm not all bad. 

"Oh great! I'll let her know then." Mom said and kissed my forehead. I walked away from her, going to the living room to see Ryan, Chaz, and Christian sitting on the couch.

"Guys lets go." I told them and nodded my head to the stairs. They all jumped up and we walked to my room. I opened the curtain on my window, it showed Jesika's balcony. She was sitting in a chair out there with a book and pen in her hand.

"Dude, don't be creepy." Christian told me and I spun around to him. 

"I'm not being creepy. I'm looking out my window."

"You never used to look out your window this much." Ryan lifted an eyebrow.

"Shut up. Are we going to play or what?" I asked and pointed to my tv where my video game console was hooked up.

"Someone's a little defensive." Chaz sung and I glared at him.

"You guys. Its nothing. Just leave it alone," I hadn't meant to snap but it came out a little more sharply than I wanted it to.

"Like I said, defensive." Chaz mumbled.

"What is with you and this girl?" Ryan asked. I dropped my back onto my bed and stared at my ceiling. "You literally just met her."

"And she already hates me. I don't get it." I told them. "She actually really hates me, like she's avoided me the whole time she's been here. She moved in a couple weeks ago and I saw her the first two days and then nothing. I even tried going to her house and her mom said she was busy but I'm pretty sure she was just avoiding me. And I don't know why." I said this more to myself than them.

"Not everyone has to like you." Christian said.

"No but they don't have to hate me for no reason either." I told him and he shrugged a shoulder at me.

"And what about Caitlin?" Chaz asked.

"I'm allowed to have friends that are girls." I told him. "Caitlin will have no reason to get mad."

"Try telling her that." Christian muttered and I glared at him.

"She trusts me guys. There's just something about Jesika that makes me want to get to know her. I don't know if its because she keeps pushing me away or just because its her, I just want to get closer to her." I told them and shrugged. "But enough about that, lets just get gaming." The boys agreed and we all started taking turns playing against each other and found ourselves getting lost in our own little world of gaming.

"Boys! Dinner!" We heard my mom yell up the stairs and we immediately paused our game. Only having snacks and being teenage boys didn't settle well so I hoped Mom made a lot. 

I was severely happy when I saw that Mom had ordered three large pizza's and wings from the local pizza shop. Us boys wasted no time grabbing plates and filling our them as much as we could before sitting down and enjoying our meal.

"Thank you!" We all chorused together after our first bites. We didn't talk much through dinner since most of the time our mouths were full of food. Mom made us take care of the food that was left before we could go back to my room. It was kind of an assumed thing that if they ate dinner here, they were staying the night, not to mention we didn't really have a whole lot of time to spend together anymore when I went on tour.

When we got back in my room, I glanced out the window again in time to see Jesika walking back into her house. "You're doing that creepy thing again." I heard Christian and then I turned to see them all trying to hide their laughter. 

"I told you, I'm just looking out my window, nothing creepy about it."

"Whatever you say." Ryan grinned.

"Yeah, yeah, believe whatever you guys want, I don't care. Can we just do something and stop talking about this?" I asked. Just because I wanted to get to know somebody, didn't mean I wanted anything more than that. Seriously, they are annoying me right now, Jesika would just be a friend. If only they knew she would be coming over tomorrow. Whatever, its not like I invited her over, her Mom needs someone to be with her and I'm the next door neighbor. Well I am when I'm staying with my grandparents.

The boys and I played for a while. I was also texting Caitlin, she was busy at the moment but she wanted to come see me. I couldn't wait to see her either, it had been a while and we only had so much time before she went back to Georgia. Her and Christian come up during the summers a lot and while they're here, they visit me too, when I'm not on tour at least. Because I'm just starting out, I still go home to my grandparents house for breaks. I miss my family a lot, especially in the first stretch of my tour, and I don't think that will change for the second half. 

We made a bed on the floor out of a couple air mattresses and blankets and then I went to lay down in my bed. I kept my phone in hand, still texting Caitlin but also wondering what would happen tomorrow.

I wonder if Jesika would be mad that she has to come over here. I wonder why her mom doesn't trust her to be home alone. Theres a lot I don't know about her and I actually really want to find out. Would she tell me if I asked? No, probably not. Would she tell me if I kept asking? Maybe she'd get annoyed and tell so I'd leave her alone. Either way, I wanted to know.

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