another Chance

#61

A/n: look I understand not everyone likes the same thing not even money, yes? So some of you may not mind this but there'd still be some who would not like this so please if you don't like this then skip this I'm not writing too heavy or explicit stuff as I'm not good at this shit. Please understand that I am not forcing you to read and if you don't like it then skip this chapter. Don't be rude and don't create a scene.
Other than that I wish you have a pleasant experience~
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Sasuke's watery eyes stared at Itachi who had pinned him on the floor and was nibbling on his lips and sucking on his tongue. He struggled symbolically not putting too much effort in it. His eyes stared at Itachi's face that looked so confused but still focused and almost felt bad for his aniki, then his eyes wandered to the scattered empty bottles of the sake. He had only drank one of them the rest were poured on the grass in the backyard, the last two sake bottles were drugged. He had also consumed the drugged alcohol with Itachi so as to avoid any suspicion and perform realistically. All of this was his trap and he had successfully trapped Itachi in it, ' would you be mad aniki if you knew it was all my plan? ..... but then aniki doesn't have to know' he thought before focusing on appearing helpless and confused so his aniki won't doubt anything.
What he didn't expect was that he won't have to guide Itachi too much to proceed to next step as he felt Itachi's hands slipping into his already barely hanging yukata. His warm and big hands grabbed his waist kneading and caressing gently with slight pressure, as if to comfort him. Sasuke gasped not expecting things to go this smoothly, then he 'finally' pushed Itachi back a little his voice soft and confused as he said" a..aniki... don't....y .. you'll not ah.. hah..mmm like.." he tried to 'warn' him in a confused manner in a breathy soft voice and gasped and moaned as he felt Itachi's mouth sucking and licking the nubs on his chest.

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Itachi felt as if his brain has already melted and felt like his body was burning, the body beneath him felt so pleasant to touch, the mellow fragrance of that sake lingered in air mixed with gasps and moans.  He had no idea why he was in this state but he knew that at this moment his whole body and mind was filled with a desire....a desire so hot that it melted all his reasons and restraints. His hands grabbed  the thin and flexible waist as he lowered his head to capture those juicy lips that were rubbed raw, so now they appeared swollen, red and even more tempting.  As his face come closer to the person beneath him , he saw the owner of the thoroughly abused lips looking at him with dark eyes filled with complex emotions and confusion. The thick dark lashes quivered and the tears clinging to them fell one after another. The corner of the eyes were tinged with a red hue and so did those fair and pale cheeks. The familiar face that was also tinged with desire and confusion, looking at him with such  a fragile  expression finally registered itself in Itachi's slow processing brain that was totally under the influence. His slow brain also registered just what he was doing to his only living family, whom he had already hurt so much and now he was doing something so disgusting to him......but he really couldn't control his body or stop his movements.....'no....stop! STOP!!!' he yelled at himself internally. Screaming at himself to immediately stop whatever he was doing to his brother. ' it's your own brother damn it!!! STOP !!' he screamed at himself but he couldn't stop.
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Sasuke  didn't know what to feel now....all went according to his plan and now whatever was happening at this moment it was the result of his plan....but the difficult step that comes after this ....'how should I proceed next....hmmm...' as he was thinking so while gasping he felt something on his cheek....it was so warm.... Sasuke's dazed eyes focused on the face of his aniki hovering above him and the sight made his eyes widen, the drops that fell from his aniki's eyes and onto his face now felt scaldingly hot. The look of despair and desire mixed  on his aniki's pale face made Sasuke's heart throb with a dull  and prickling pain. ' I....need to go slow .....' he thought as he focused on his aniki's pained face ' fortunately....we have all the time to take it slow' he continued to think as he extended his hands to cup his aniki's pale face , using the pads ofhis thumb to rub away the tears falling from his aniki's eye. ' I'm sorry aniki....but I have already reached a point from where  I cannot return...... there's no redemption...no repentance....no remorse whatsoever.... it's going to hurt...alot but you will not be given any option but to follow me on this path' he thought as he pushed himself up and tremblingly  embraced Itachi as if to comfort him.
Itachi felt Sasuke tremble as he embraced him, he felt his heart break even further ' even though I am doing something so heinous and beastly to  him.....he is still  embracing ...me ....' he closed his eyes due to all that suffocating pain as the realisation hit him again and again of what he did to his own brother....and how much his brother was still seeking him for comfort....even after ..... Itachi couldn't believe he could be this despicable that he could be so disgusting......

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The next day when sasuke opened his eyes again, it was already noon. He realised he was in his room and when he tried to move his whole body ached but this much pain was something he could tolerate. When he sat up he was surprised to see Itachi sitting at the edge of his bed. His reddened eyes staring at the floor of his room so intently, his dark eyes looked so dull and his face looked even paler