You Do Matter! :)

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Hey guys, I have something important to tell you right now, so please read on. It'll be worth it.

So recently I've been suffering from a severe depression and I haven't felt like myself at all. I would put on a fake smile, I would force out a laugh, I would always try to act happy all the time and I would tell everybody that I was ok, even though I knew I wasn't.

But after I kept fighting and going through the depression, I realized that I just defeated it. And I know that maybe some of you, yes you I'm pointing at you. Might be suffering from a depression like me. But hey, I got something pretty important to tell you.

Even with all of the troubles happening in your life, all of the constant arguments you heard everyday, the painful beating you were given, those jerks that won't stop bullying you at school, or a passing of a close family member or friend. Everything will get better, you know how I know that? Because I went through it, I fought my way through thick and thin and actually came out of the other side. Yes, I did have a few minor cuts and bruises that were awfully noticeable, but I made it.

And you know how? Because I didn't give up, I didn't stop and suffer, I didn't look around and experience the horror, or even commit suicide. I know every single one of you guys mean something, even with all of the bad stuff you did, you still are a human being. It's completely impossible to live a 'perfect' life. Everybody goes through tragic moments in life, yes, it'll damage us and probably ruin us. But I know it will get better, you just have to give it time. It might come fast or slow, but I know it will come. I know it will!

So please, don't cut yourself, don't do self-harm, it's very bad for you. It might feel good at first, but mark my words, you will greatly regret it later on. So stop holding those kitchen knifes, return it back to where it belongs and never think about doing it again. Don't cut yourself because you can't change, don't cut yourself because you think you are worthless, just don't cut. It's that simple.

And you want to know why? Because it damages that beautiful body of yours, that amazing soul that owns that body. I know you feel pathetic, stupid, dumb, but listen to me. I know you aren't like that, not at all. Even though I don't know you guys in real life, I want to help you as best as I can, I fucking love you for crying out loud. And yes, I seriously mean it. :)

But by cutting yourself and thinking about doing suicide, it isn't going to solve anything. It will make everything much more worse. Just think about it, if you did, then what would everybody think? How would they feel? Oh wait, news flash! It will be a unforgettable memory that haunts your family, your friends, your pets, and everybody who knows you! You know what? People do care about you, you just don't notice it.

So here's what I have to say about you alright? You do matter, you are important, you make other people happy, you are capable of doing great things, you are super smart, you are talented, you are NEVER alone and you are amazing. I could go on all day complimenting you! Oh, and also remember there is only one you in this world, because you are unique. You have so much life ahead of you, so please don't waste it. You do have a voice and have a strong right to be heard. And I promise you, there will be a time you'll see that you're glad you didn't do it.

Keep fighting and stay strong!

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