Zach had his arms wrapped around me when I woke up. I kissed when he left me and just lay there for a while, thinking. Then day turned to night. And the thoughts started getting back into my head.
Messages started flooding in like a tsunami. Fag, worthless, fag, cutter; it didn't stop.
I put my phone in my dresser drawer then shoved a blanket in there so I couldn't hear the buzzing but I still could.
I grabbed A Tale of Two Cities off of my bookshelf and started reading. But the buzzing was killing me. So I threw the book across the room and took the pills out of my locked drawer and just sat in silence as I looked at them. Then I threw the pills across the room.
So I just laid there and cried after taking out my phone and putting on my music. The silence had been killing me. Over the Twenty One Pilots song, I just kept thinking.
I was getting bad again.
Song: Car Radio by Twenty One Pilots
Hopefully the link is working, if not just look it up on YouTube because it's an amazing song. This chapter is meant to be choppy because Lane is going through such a rough time. I hope you enjoyed it. Comment and vote please :3
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