Dark and Curvy

19-Sorry

Two months later

Ema

So...playboy and I are still "dating", because I'm honestly waiting for the moment that he tells me the truth. Ever since I've find out, I've been very distant from him and I guess he noticed because he is always all up in my face..like right now.

"Em, you know you don't have to do the work. The teacher isn't even here today." Dwayne said as he sat in the desk next to mines

"Well, I'll do it now so I don't have to later." I said not looking at him

"Babe." he started

Ughhh!

"Yes?" i asked not looking at him

"What's been going on with us? I feel as if, you're annoyed with me and this relationship." he confessed

Boy...bye!

"If I didn't want to be in a relationship with you, I would've ended it already." I said getting annoyed

"Ema be honest with me, is there someone else?" He asked looking at me with glossy eyes

This boy is so funny.

"Dwayne stop it. I respect you just like you respect me, right?" I asked knowing what his answer would be

"Of course baby. You never have to question my loyalty."he said with a faint smile

"So, you would never cheat on me no matter what?" I asked skeptically

"Of course not. You know there's no one out there for me gorgeous." he said grabbing my hand

Let the mind games begin.

"Oh really? Because I've been hearing that you're a real big player, that always has multiple girls." I said before shrugging

I saw his jaw clench, and eyebrows furrow.

"Where you heard that from?" he asked

" Just people." I said before shrugging again

"You don't believe then right?" he asked with an eyebrow raised

If I wasn't trying to be serious, I would bust out laughing but I have to be serious.

"Should I?" I asked skeptically

"Are you kidding me Ema? Is it because of the rumor, that you've become so distant from me?" he asked raising his voice a bit

"First of all, lower your voice and calm down. Second, I'm not saying I believe that but if you heard rumors about me, you probably would've been upset." I said

"No I wouldn't, because your my girlfriend so I would ask you." he said before shrugging

"Ok. So Dwayne, are you a big player with multiple players?"

"No Ash- Ema." he said quickly

"Repeat that sentence again." I said

"No Ema-" I cut him off

"What was the name before mines?" I asked with a smirk

"Oh Ashley is my little sister. I've been talking and arguing with her alot lately." He said before shrugging

Dumb ass.

"I recall you telling me, that you were the only child." I said with an eyebrow raised

He got quiet, obviously trying to come up with another lie.

"Bab-" I cut him off again

"Dwayne, let me explain something to you. For two months, I've known you little "secret". The day after you gave me head- yet again, I heard your conversation with who appears to be "Ashley". The only reason why I didn't break up with your dumb ass, is because I've been waiting for you to confess.

I must admit that your a very smart person, for playing me and also breaking the promise you made to preserve my heart. But you know what, my heart was always and will always be in my hands. Fuck you Dwayne, and I'm dead ass this time. Don't you dare try to talk to me anymore." I said calmly before walking out of the classroom with the substitute teacher calling me

Damn, that felt good.

Dwayne can kiss my ass- but not literally this time. I'm done with all this bull crap, because I have only a few months before I become a highschool graduate. I will not allow anyone, to mess up my last year for me.

What Dwyane and I had was good while it lasted, I'm just so very happy that we didn't have sex and I didn't say "I love you". I probably would've been even more hurt, but I'm good.

Me, myself, and I is all I got in the end.

Dwayne

What Ema said to me really broke my hurt, but I'm man enough to know that I may not ever get another chance with her. Yes, I haven't been faithful to her and she definitely doesn't deserve that.

Ashley is a girl that I've known for a long time, she has always had a crush on me but I didn't really see her in that way. To make matters worse, her and I had sex on the day Ema and I got into it about my attitude.

She came to see me because she remembered where I lived, and one thing led to another and she was giving me head then sex. Did I think about Ema at the moment? No. I was simply thinking with my dick and not my mind.

Ashley is what you can call...a bit possessive about what she really likes or wants. So, to please her I dated her while dating Ema. I should've known, that this would've blown up in my face though.

Ema may not ever forgive me, but I do love her. There's probably no way that I can let her know that now, but I do. I just hope that if she ever moves on, that the next man doesn't play her the way I did.

I'm sorry Ema.