Chapter 20: Midnight Kisses

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There's a nice pic of Jc for us. ;)

Just to clarify with everyone, this upcoming school year, Kian and Jc will be seniors.

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Kian:

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I groaned, rolling over and smacking my hand on the alarm to turn it off. Today is the first day of school, which means I'm now a senior. I've been waiting basically my whole high school life for this year, and now I just want it to be over.

Senior year also means less time to spend with Jc and more time studying and looking up colleges to attend next year. I have a few in mind, a few in state and a few out of state.

I'm not really sure what Jc and I plan on doing after high school. I know I love him more than I have ever loved a human being, or anything for that matter, in my entire life. But won't it be hard to keep in touch if we go to different colleges? Long distance relationships seem so difficult, and I don't know if I'll have the energy for it on top of school work. But I'd do anything for Jc, so if having a long distance relationship makes him happy, then I'll do it.

I rolled out of bed, stumbling towards my dresser. As I pulled out my clothes, I glanced at myself in the mirror and then made a face of disgust. I picked out the sleep in my eye and flicked it away, yawning as I took my clothes and yanked them on. I wore a white, short sleeved v-neck, black pants, and black vans.

I ran my fingers through my hair to calm it down and washed my face to wake myself up. I grabbed my book bag that contained folders, notebooks, and many pens and pencils.

I heard a horn beep and I looked out the window to see Jc's car parked in my driveway. I hurried down the stairs and shouted a quick "goodbye" to my parents.

"Nuh-uh. You need nutrients for your brain. Eat." My mom shoved a plate filled with bacon, eggs, and toast. I shoved a bite of toast in my mouth, hurrying to see Jc. I heard the door ring and I scrambled out of my seat, grabbing my bag and hurrying to the door.

My breath caught in my throat as I saw him leaning against the doorframe, his muscular arms crossed with his sunglasses on, his hair curly and wild, a black t-shirt on with the sleeves rolled and some jeans.

He tilted his head up to me, a smirk teasing his lips. He leaned up, giving me a quick, but soft, kiss. "Ready to go, baby?"

I simply nodded, knowing that if I tried to make a sound it would come out squeaky and unattractive. I hopped into the passenger seat and watched Jc as he concentrated on driving.

My eyes traced his features, starting at his dark, curly hair, to his brown eyes, his straight nose, then his soft, pink, lips. I could stare at those all day.

My eyes traced his sharp jawline, over his prominent Adam's apple, and across his strong chest and arms.

Suddenly, I realized that Jc was glancing over at me with my favorite smirk on his face.

"What?" I ask, snapping out from zoning out.

"You were staring at me."

"Was not." I huffed.

"Was too."

"Jc..." I whined, pouting my lips.

"Alright, alright..." Jc chuckled, pulling into the school parking lot.

Just when I thought he dropped it, he spoke, "Well, what did you think?"

I just chuckled, shaking my head and staring out the window, knowing I won't get him to stop bugging me no matter how hard I try.

"I think," I said, very quietly. "You're very nice to look at."

Jc laughed, parking the car and leaning over to kiss my lips softly, molding against mine perfectly while butterflies flew around my stomach.

I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss the whole first day of senior year.

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Weeks went by, sometimes fast, sometimes slow. I didn't really keep track of time, the only thing that mattered to me was Jc.

Sometimes I felt insecure. There were so many girls, and guys, at school that I think he would like so much better than me. I'd always been an insecure person, especially in relationships.

The thing was I didn't want to lose Jc. Ever. I wanted to move in with him into a house, marry him, have kids with him, raise the kids with him. Grow old with him.

I sat on my bed one night, playing with Snickers, and all of a sudden I heard a tap on my window. I jumped in shock and then slowly rolled of my bed and walked to the window.

I almost peed my pants when I saw Jc on the other side, smirking as he knocked on my window.

I opened the window and looked at him confused. He still held that beautiful smirk on his face.

"Jc, what are you doing?" I ask softly. I moved so that he climbed through the window and slid onto the floor.

"I had to see you." He simply stated, still smirking. I shook my head and closed the bedroom window since it was freezing.

"You could've just came through the front door like a normal person." I rolled my eyes, chuckling.

"I wanted to know..." Jc started saying, his voice suddenly becoming serious. "If...You'd go to homecoming with me."

Homecoming. I almost forgot about it. Last year, he went with some girl from his biology class, I remembered.

Feelings of insecurities rushed through me and I had to sit down on the edge of the bed to keep from falling over.

"If you don't wanna go, we don't have to." Jc said, sitting next to me.

"No, that's not it..." I sighed, rubbing my eyes.

"Then what is it?"

"I just...Have felt insecure. Like you could find someone better." I turned my head so he couldn't see me.

I felt his hand on my thigh and his other hand on my face, turning it back to look at him. He softly kissed me, and it's the most tender and loving kiss I'd ever experienced.

"I love you, Kian. Not anyone else. I want you." He stroked my face softly with his thumb. "No one will ever replace you, Kian Lawley."

My throat tightened as my heart skipped a beat. All I could do was nod and kiss him so that he knew I felt the same. And that would never change.

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Hey look, I updated. :)

"No one will ever replace you, Kian Lawley." *dies*

Just imagining them doing that like holy crap.

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