Forbidden Love

chapter thirty nine

Excuse me first love, but we're through. I need to taste a kiss from someone new. Forgive me first love.

"Reign, wait!" Tobias called after me.

"Tobi!" Rachel wined. I almost gagged at the sound of her voice and continued to walk away. If I stopped now I knew I was going to tear her head off.

"Don't call me that and you better be out my room by the time I get back," I heard him spat, before slamming the door behind him.

"Reign!" Tobias yelled again, jogging after me. "Just listen to me!"

"No!" I fumed, stomping away. "I'm tired of hearing all your fucked up lies!"

"Please, just let me explain," he pleaded. I could hear him much clearer now, meaning he was only steps away from me.

"Tell me this," I seethed, stopping so I could look him in his eye. He seemed startled as he quickly stopped walking. I glared up at him, my chest rising quickly due to how angry I was.

"Was any of this," I yelled, running a hand through my hair. I swallowed the lump beginning to form in my throat. "Was any part of our relationship real? Did you ever care about me? Or were you laughing behind my back as you screwed Rachel, again?"

Tobias looked guilty as if he knew what he did was wrong. He did do something wrong and this time I caught him. How many more times did something like this happen? Was there even another time or was this the first? Did I really want to know? His eyes looked at mines in pain. Could he see how much he hurt me? Could he feel my heart slowly begin to break?

"You can't tell me it's just because he kissed me," I stuttered. I could tell that I was on the verge of tears. "That's no reason for you to go around and cheat on me."

My body was shaking from anger and betrayal. I finally found someone I wanted to be with and now I couldn't picture being with him ever again. When it was clear I wasn't going to get any answers out of him I scuffed and turned around. I began walking to my own hotel room until I felt rough hands wrap around my wrist.

"Don't touch me!" I yelled, not caring if anyone could hear me. "Don't fucking touch me Tobias."

Tears began falling down my eyes and I quickly brushed them away with the back of my hand. Tobias's face displayed a range of emotions; pain, regret, guilt, sadness. He ran a hand over his hair and back down over his face.

"I know I fucked up, alright? But I was scared! After you told me that you loved me last night it got me thinking-"

I snorted. "I never said that. I'm not even sure if I could love someone like you."

Tobias gaped at me, his mouth slightly opened. "Reign, you're only saying that out of anger. I love-"

I covered his mouth, using my hand. "Don't. Don't you dare finish that. You can't tell someone you love them right after they caught you cheating! And of all the people you chose Rachel. Fucking Rachel! How could you?"

Tobias sighed. He looked like he just had a whole load of weight lifted on his shoulders. "I was angry and upset... Not to mention drunk. I was scared-"

"You keep saying you're scared, but what were you scared of?" I gritted my teeth. I was flaming with anger. "We were happy. We were finally happy and you ruined that."

There was a long pause between us both. We were in each other's faces, mines masked with anger whiles his was filled with guilt. We were both breathing heavy, both bottled up with a range of emotions.