Dangerous Love

Chapter TwentyOne - Crazy Fix Up

*Harry'sPOV*

Liam and I have been talking..well more like screaming at each other, but you get the point. He's been telling me about how strong I am and how he didn't want me to go through this again, so far, he isn't helping at all.

"Harry, you can't just brake down every time a girl hurts you." He said rubbing his temples.

"Ashley isn't just some girl! She's someone way more important than that!" I shouted aggravated.

"Harry, she's just another girl." sighed Liam.

I began to punch things like my bed head and my wall, it was until I accidentally punched my lamp when I yelped in pain.

"Aghh!!!!!" I shouted letting out all my frustrations.

"You see what I mean Harry. This isn't like you, you can't just let a girl do this to you man." sighed Liam.

Deep down I knew Liam felt bad and wanted to help, but what more could he do. He just couldn't brake down with me, one of us needed to be the strong one and it sure as hell ain't me.

I heard a faint squeak, meaning, the door had been open. I didn't really care, since I knew it was just one of the boys wanting to talk to me or Liam.

"Harry, don't be like this. You can't let this hurt you again, you're stronger than that and you need to stay strong." He said as he stood up from my bed and began pacing in front of me.

"HOW THE FUCK CAN I STAY STRONG IF I SCARED OFF THE ONE PERSON I TRULY LOVED?!? HUH? YOU TELL ME!!" I shouted angrily at Liam.

I didn't want to yell at him or fight with him, I just felt like taking all my anger out on something. Nothing else was around that I could use, but Liam so I had to use him.

I fell on my bed and began sobbing, "I just don't want to lose her, she's the first person I ever let into my life and I just can't lose her." I said sobbing into my hands.

"Louis, shut the door!" shouted Zayn from outside.

I sighed as Louis and Liam sat beside me on the bed, I hated feeling like this. I felt like that little school girl that just got dumped. I hated feeling weak and powerless, but that's what I am right now, a weak and powerless gang leader.

Louis began explaining to me how everything is going to be ok and how nothing will change. Both Louis and Liam began to tell me how it's going to be like the old days when I was single and alone.

"NO LIAM! NO LOUIS! NO!! I BROUGHT THIS ON MYSELF AND NOTHING WILL EVER BE OK! STOP SAYING IT WILL, BECAUSE IT NEVER WILL!!" I shouted throwing the pillow across the room.

I looked around the messy room and sighed, "What is going on with me?" I whispered.

"I need to talk to him Zayn!" shouted a familiar voice, Ashley.

She wanted to talk..to me? The one that scared her? The one that started this whole mess?

"Boys, just leave me alone." I sighed hoping they would get the message.

"Everything will get fixed soon." sighed Liam patting my back and walking towards the door.

"If you need anything, were in the living room" nodded Louis.

I nodded, "Thanks."

As Liam and Louis opened the door, Ashley dashed in and ran straight towards me.

"Sorry Harry, she slipped inside. We'll jus-

"It's alright." I nodded laying back on my bed.

This is what I was hoping she would do, she ran inside the room to talk to me. I was glad she put the fear I gave her behind her and is now here looking at me.

Although my room was a mess, I was glad she was here. She was probably the only person I wanted to see right now and the only person I would actually talk to.

"H-Harry." She whispered.

I quickly sat up on the edge of my bed and looked at her, "Yeah?"

"A-Are you o-ok?" She stuttered.

It pained me to know she still feared me. I was used to the feeling of being feared, but not on her. I loved Ashley and knowing I scared her makes me feel awful.

I nodded, "Are you?" I asked looking up to her brown eyes filled with fear.

She slowly nodded, "I-I'm sorry." She whispered as a tear slid down her cheek.

I quickly got up and stood in front of her, I quickly wiped her tear and sighed.

"You have nothing to be sorry for, it was all my fault." I sighed as I pulled her into a hug.

I began to feel better after she hugged back, she no longer feared me as much as she did and I was extremely glad of that.

"If anything, I'm the one that should be sorry." I chuckled.

Ashley shook her head, "You were only protecting me."

"It doesn't matter, I shouldn't have snapped like that. Especially on front of you, you had every right to be scared. I'm sorry if I scare you and I understand if you wouldn't want to see me again." I sighed letting her go.

As I turned to face my bed, for a moment, I actually thought this was the end of us. That was until she stopped me from walking towards my bed and turned me to face her.

"I'm not going anywhere." She whispered before crashing her lips against mine.

I quickly kissed back and savored her taste. This is what I want, just us. No scaring, no drama, no danger, just us...but with the life style I have I know that can't happen. So I'll just enjoy this moment that we have here and now.

"I love you Ashley." I said breathlessly after pulling away.

Ashley smiled, "I love you too Trouble." She giggled.

I cracked a smile at the nickname most people used to call me. Ever since I became the leader of the gang, everyone began calling me Trouble for some reason. At first I kinda liked it, but after a while it got kind of annoying. Which is why no one has ever called me Trouble, I guess Ashley somehow found out and is now calling me that again.

"You're crazy, you know that?" She asked.

I nodded, "Always have been, always will be." I chuckled.

Ashley pecked my lips, "Are we ok now?" She asked a bit worried.

"That question is suppose to be addressed to you, do you want to be on now?" I asked.

She nodded, "Please, I don't think I can deal with having to feel like this."

"It's ok, I gotcha. You're mine." I smiled kissing her head.

"I'm yours." She whispered as she nuzzled up my chest.

"FUCK YES!! HARRY AND ASHLEY ARE BACK!!! WOOOO HOOOO!!!" shouted Niall and Zayn behind the door.

"I FUCKING TOLD YOU THEY'D BE BACK!!" shouted Liam.

"WE'RE BEING FUCKING LOUD, BUT I DON'T CARE. HARRY AND ASHLEY ARE BACK!!!!!!" shouted Louis.

This made us laugh at the same time and smile, the boys really like Ashley being with me and did everything they could to help me get her back.

I'll have to remind myself to give them a little something later on.

"I love them too." She giggled.

"More than me?" I asked.

"Of course not, I love you more." giggled Ashley as we got comfortable on the bed.

"And I love you most." I whispered pecking her lips as we both drifted into sleep.

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Two chapters in one Day! You guys should be proud of me! Lol.

I really hope you like these two chapters about Harry and Ashley drama. I was thinking about having them split up for a while, but then thought about it and decided not to.

Comment and tell me what you think.

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