Chapter 32

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I have an idea for this chapter but it could turn out awful. We'll see.

*BREES POV*

dream

Its been 3 months since mom died, the beatings have gotten worse. When Kate moved it got way worse.

"Open up bitch" I hear him yell through my closed door

He scares me so I do what he says

He pushes me up against the wall and slaps me hard.

He continues to beat me until he starts to sober up so he goes downstairs to get drunk again.

I lock my door and run to my bathroom. This is it. I've been thinking about it but I never knew it would get to this moment. I pull out the blade I've been saving for this.

I take the blade and slice my wrist 7 times.

1 for mom
2 for dad
3 for the bruises and blood he's caused
4 for the bullies
5 for the names I've been called
6 for being such a whore
7 for Trevor Moran who will never love me

Instant satisfaction.

"Bree, wake up" I sit up next to Trevor who is shaking me. I notice the tears in my eyes and he looks worried.

"What's wrong" he asks pulling me into a warm hug.

I cry into his chest a little and pull away when I'm ready to talk. "I had a dream, well a flashback, of when I cut for the first time and it reminded me of the awful place I used to be in before I came here" I tell him starting to cry again. I really hate to think about my past.

We hug again and he kisses me when pull apart. Another good, warm, loving kiss. It's so weird to think a year ago I was harming myself because I thought he would never love me but here I am now in an almost year long relationship with my internet crush.

We lay back down and go back to sleep in each other's embrace since its like 4 in the morning.

A/N

The beginning was good but then I started to flop.
And this is kinda short

Btw I dont cut, I dont want you to cut, I've never even really thought about it. Has it crossed my mind, yes but I've never really considered it. If you need someone to talk to dm me please. I'll try to make you feel better and by that I mean make really bad jokes but I'm actually good with making people feel good so dm me on insta or Twitter and I'll talk to you

Alot of bad shit has happened today (it's 11/13/2015 if your from the future) it's really scary and I feel like the US is next or soon.

Thanks for 3k babesss<3

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Baiiii

Slay beautiful babes <3



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