Nothing but the Truth

Part 44 Better In Time.

As they say good things come to those who wait no matter how hard it is. As you know me and Darian have now broke up and there is no chance whatsoever about us getting back together which is kinda depressing but kinda good. It took me a long time to come back to college and get things back on track for myself. About a week on Tuesday I met a new lovely, sweet, fit as and really nice guy called Brad he's like my new perfection on legs he can make me smile no matter what and he makes me feel so good. Yeah me and Brad have our ups and downs but when push comes to shove he just knows what to say to make things okay again. Anyway as for college yes it is hard I do have the occasional trouble causers telling me "Darian said this" or "Darian said that" and yes it does hurt but gotta keep my head high and act like I'm not bothered which deep down I do want to ask him if he has said what someones said but I'd rather thing forget it your braver and better then that. And recently me and one of my best mates Sophie have fell out nd I'm not expecting her or me to apologise so what's the point? But now things with Brad are going really good and sweet so I'm really happy Brad and me are sort of getting romantically involved and yeah he doesn't want a relationship but I'm ok with that cos I don't really want a relationship anymore cos of Darian, Darian has put me off relationships nd I think it'll only get better in time but Brad's the only thing on my mind right now and I find myself seeing or thinking about him at silly times and I almost just wanna run up to him nd kiss him but I play it cool like I'm not bothered but deep down my butterflies make it impossible. He does kinda mean a lot to me so I don't wanna rush things nd I just wanna make him happy nd he does me nd I think I'm falling for him slowly. He's only made me really happy nd I hope he finds it in his heart to find feelings for me cos I think I've got butterflies for him.