Nothing but the Truth

Part 10 My Relationship with Derek (BF/GF) part 5

Anyway carrying on with the relationship me and Derek were getting so into each other but on the bad side we were arguing but I grew to love him so badly that my heart knew what it wanted and so did my mind that I wanted Derek to be my one in six billion people when there was another issue in my course I began really getting peeved off cos I didn't want Derek involved with other peoples issues and problems and that was hard and I remember the day Derek wanted me to go to his house in Askern I wanted to and I remember being sat at the A6 waiting for the Askern bus with Derek holding his hands and just kissing with him. When my mates Meleigha and Bekah came over from the YMCA I just sat up and said "hey up you two" and Meleigha said to me "hey Shayleigh what you doing like?" and I just said "going Askerning (LOL not in the dictionary)" "nice" said Meleigha she then turned to Derek "is he your boyfriend?" asked Mel I smiled and said "yeah" "aww nice how long you two been together?" asked Mel and I just looked at Derek and Derek just looked at me, Derek answered the question though "we've been together since the 18th of December so Christmas basically" said Derek "nice me and my boyfriend have been together for four month" said Mel Derek just smiled and said "that deserves a high five and a hug" I didn't get jealous with Derek and Mel cos I've pretty much know Meleigha since being a little kid. After Mel and Bekah left the Askern bus came and I wasn't confident in the slightest I changed my mind at the last minute I turned round to Derek and said "I can't go I haven't got enough money" "yeah you have don't worry about it Shay" said Derek I then said "well I haven't told my mum" "well you can text her when you get to mine" said Derek I then just looked down for a few seconds and said "Derek I just can't go" I could see through his eyes he was hurt but he turned round just as the bus was about to go and said "hold on a min" we just hugged, he kissed me and then just left. When I got on the bus to go home I just went straight to the top of the bus and had my feet up I was so near to tears I hated that feeling. When I got in I text Derek I remember just putting "Hi" a few kisses he text me back slowly same thing "hi" but no kisses and I just asked him how he was and he text backing saying he was alright and then I can't really remember what I put after that but I do remember the reply which was awful it made my heart sink and my mind saying "I've blown it" the reply was "we're just friends" and I just remember sat with my iPod in my hand and just sat drowning in tears I was begging him not to end it I was so emotional I couldn't help myself and after that I just went on webcam and the way we both sound was awful I was in tears and Derek just sounded so angry that I felt everything was my fault (sat crying while writing). I gave up and texted Josh Taylor hoping that he could sort this out for me Josh told me that Derek said "all I wanted was Shay to come down and meet my family that's all" and Josh text me that then I got another Facebook message from Derek this time saying "why are you getting people to get us back together it's over move on" and my reply was something like this "Look I love you Derek and I do want to be with you but you've got to understand that I cannot do everything to make you happy but what I can do is try" and I think that was the break of the ice for Derek and I then got a text back saying "I'm sorry baby I really am" and I just replied back saying "all we need to do is just calm this relationship down but I don't want to ruin this I want you to be my one in six billion" and that really did touch hearts and the funny thing from that argument was when I texted Derek saying "you, me, fight" and him texting back saying "where baby?" and I just "tesco corner be there" and Derek just text me back saying "I want to make this up to you baby". What came out f that day was kind of a ying-yang for me the good within the bad which was that me and Derek ended up sorting things and the bad within the good that I found was the short break-up which was soon to be resolved.