Nothing but the Truth

Part 25 the day before the xmas hols to the xmas hols

The half day before we broke up from college I was so determined to not let anything get to I wanted a good last day what person doesn't. Anyway we did secret Santa up til break then we had the Xmas tunes on over nd over again when one of the students who I was with last year put one of those annoying chavvy tunes on I rolled my eyes and turned to my mate and said "I'll watch her fly in a minute" I went down the stairs stop on one of the stair rolled my eyes and looked at how pathetic her dancing was (I could say that I kind of gave her the same look Sophie gave me when she was with Derek) I turned the song off and put on one of my fave tunes of the moment Boom Clap Charli XCX after I got back up the stairs I got a mouthful nd a half how was I to know that song reminds her of her nan anyway I was anger and pissed off with myself I went up two of the stairs turned to Becky and Ikra "pass me my stuff please I'm out" I said I was angry but I spoke to Ikra and Becky the way I always do calmly Ikra passed me stuff and I stormed right out I sat with Chelsea one of my mates from childcare but when my tutor wondered why I stormed out the way I did I just said but I was so angry that I swore and said "it don't fucking matter" after I got to the fourth floor they asked my for word and I was gonna swear a bit more and "I don't fucking care I wanna get out" but I walked into the office and my tutor asked me what had happened cos I was all happy happy I had a song on and then I went out another one of my tutors "it was like someone had said to you and you just snapped and went out" (you know how I said in the beginning of this book that I don't like causing trouble and I can speak about my feelings through writing because I have bottle it all up) so I looked at the floor and then looked up "um yeah you've got a point" I said to my other tutor "someone did say something to me and it was because I changed that song Billyjoe liked and then she's all in tears because it reminds her of her nanna but how was I supposed to know that" "to be honest with I wouldn't believe anything that comes Billyjoe's mouth" said my other tutor I nodded in agreement and said "yeah that's very true because she does come out with a load of lies". after that talk I think it did help me and that fact that they felt for me and not her was really nice they didn't speak as far as I know but it was nice to be understood nd not dusted under the carpet like often so computer room went on Facebook for a bit and that helped. As Christmas came it was a really good day I got an iPhone 5s, street gliders (their like roller skates and their really good), make up, new clothes, air Jordan trainers, fake nails, nail wraps and jewellery god I felt like a millionaires daughter so spoiled that day. Yeah a few slip ups but never mind and was sat at my nans watching home alone 2. There's one thing that's bothered me over the Xmas hols (no before you say anything it isn't that Sophie might be moving or anyone bothering me) it was that Dazza hadn't FaceTimed me at all and that lead to me thinking he doesn't care about me or that he was cheating on me but I don't think that now I think that something might have come up but who knows I'll have to wait for college in three days time I need to know the truth on why he hasn't I just hope it's not the end of us though but I'm expecting anything so I won't get hurt.