Nothing but the Truth

Part 37 Self Confidence Issues

I know in this day and age everyone thinks beauty is something on the outside well it's not its also on the inside. I could look at a lot of girls who go anorexic, bulimic just because some bitchy girl has stood with her friends and whispering to them saying things like "oh did you see that girl oh my god what's she wearing" or "oh she's right ugly" do they stop to think "oh wait words hurts" no. I'll be honest I know teenage girls want to look like super models or actresses but to cake themselves in make up, to stop eating properly, to check the scales constantly not pretty and its sick how people make people feel. I've always been criticized and made to be brought to my knees and cry and say "I'm ugly". But if I'm honest I was a DUFF (Designated Ugly Fat Friend) but like Bianca says at the end of the movie to the bitchy girl Madison "there's always gonna be someone prettier, talented or richer than you but it shouldn't effect how you see yourself" "I like myself and I wouldn't wanna be anyone else" and that film changed my life made me inspired. In my own life I do some weird stuff, some soppy stuff, some amazing stuff and definitely make mistakes that I learn from. And I feel like I have well and truly gotten off my chest to one of the bitchy girls at college on my course saying that well "yes you think you're prettier than me better than me even but I will admit this just because I don't wear tons of makeup, just because I don't have a nasty attitude, even if I don't own a pretty face, a small stomach or have every lad after me doesn't mean I'm ugly there's something called heart and personality and that's all I've got and to be honest I would have that anyday over a face plastered in makeup" I felt the power and it felt good. Yeah even if I do get the criticism that I get I do have a few amazing people that I thank for seeing my true beauty my mum, my nan, Darian, Ikra, Becky, Darians sis, Gareth and loads more. Don't be afraid beautiful because you are beautiful never let no bitchy girl, groups of girls say anything be you for who you want to be not what the world wants you to be.