Nothing but the Truth

Part 21 My New Relationship

Well seen as it's nearly Christmas 2014 I thought I'd give you a catch up. Okay... Well I decided that for the best I'm not going to be friends with Connor (due to we just can't seem to get on and there's too much water under the bridge) and even though I was wanting love I just decided to give up from it after the shit I went through with Connor. Then one night I was absolutely in tears and just missed having a relationship so much and that one night was the tomorrow that was amazing I came back from Town after having my KFC (like I do every Thursday) Darrian (Dazza) was out having a cigerette with Alan and Dazza thought I was quite pissed off and I was always the same as I have been just a very much tired and annoyed (not with Dazza but with walking back) and I walked up to the Computer Room and was just sat on a chair iPod out and texting Sophie back from a message earlier when Darrian came in he sat next to me and put his hand on my knee I kind of looked at him in some kind of cute weird way then Dazza moved his hand and I just sort of like gave his palm a smooth but gentle type stroke and then just held his hand (and can I just say that Darrian is one of my ex's who I have pushed away and left for that idiot Derek never again I adore Dazza now more then ever and I'm so over the moon and so is he to have each other back and I can honestly genuinely say that I love him nd he is my soulmate as well as my best friend). On the Monday after I got my hair cut short I had Connor smile at me and I was a bit erm...okay but I just turned round and said "what?" (Now I'm not being funny but if he dumped me why was he smiling maybe he liked my hair or something I dunno) but Connor spragged on me saying I'd mouthed at him and my excuse was I took a deep breath and just said as calmly as I could "I'm just trying my damnest to get on with my life I've got a new relationship now so I'm sorry if it came across as mouthing but it's my new relationship" the tutor did understand that which I'm happy about cos I was expect some lecture or something (LOL). When everything was over Dazza came over to me and said "I'm not being funny Shay but it's nearly Christmas for god sake and you've got a face like a smacked ass" I shrugged and then said "well people are telling me your back with your ex" Dazza just look at the door and then looked at me and said "well in a way yeah I'm sorry"  he offered me a hug but I was in such disbelief I walked into the computer room and sat at computer just cried my eyes out one of my class mates came over to me and said "is it what happened on Friday?" I had a look that just said What The Hell and then just said "huh nothing happened on Friday?" my class mate said "well apparently someone hit you" "that never happened" I said and then Dazza and his ex came in "Shay look we don't go out it's me and you going out not me nd my ex" said Dazza and with that I just dried the tears and was quickly out on the corridor just casually taking selfies. (TBC)