Nothing but the Truth

Part 28 DNS Infinity

I wasn't gonna put this is in cos my relationship with Darian is my personal life but damn it. But you dream of moments when you meet that amazing person and your relationship isn't about how much sex you have or going out on fancy dates. But for the first time in a relationship I can talk to Dazza and not have to worry about him kick off and we can just sit and if I'm down he'll come over to me and it won't be like "oh she's off on one" or "what the hells the matter with you" and it's nice that when he speaks to me he respects me and it's nice the way we are together. I know that when people see me and Darian either in the corridors or the cafeteria the common room whatever their like "aww their such a lovely couple" or "I want that kind of relationship" and I think that's a lovely thing as well cos it's kinda like jealousy but their happy that we're happy. I'll be honest Darian and I have been friends so we're a strong relationship and usually I will rush into relationships quicker then a tornado wipes everything in its path but no Dazza and me are a stronger couple due to our friendship. And even being in a relationship it's a best friend thing we take silly,cute selfies, we hug and kiss, hang out and chill and it's like being in a relationship with your best friend. By the 27th of January me and Dazza will have been together for 2 months. The song that reminds me of Darian is all of me John Legend
Cos all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
I compare mine and Darian's relationship to either Hazel and Gus (TFIOS) or Demi Lovato and Wilmer Valderrama
I have changed my dress sense a bit but not completely so my wardrobes filled of dresses I have kept leggings, t-shirts, jackets hoodies in my wardrobe. Being in a relationship hard but when you work for it it's the best feeling ever. When I'm with him it's like all the hearts come out everywhere and there's like this light Amber colour sky and the whole world stops and I'm so lucky Dazza's in my life and every time we're holding each other cuddling each other it's like the world stops turning. When you find your one in six billion you'll understand why Dazza means a lot to me. This is my letter for Dazza:
To Dazza
My boy I love you the person you are, the heart you've got, the sound of your voice, the strong lad you are and the caring sensitive person you are. You have seen me at my best my worst and even my lowest and have understood me so well I am so glad I gave my heart to you and I won't deny this but your are my whole life and I don't know where I'd be without you. Some days I think this ain't worth it but your my reason for staying as strong as I do. Your my amazing lad in fact your not even a lad your my man. When I think of ex lovers and the mistakes they made I'll be honest after all that shit I'll always have you to look to and for that I am entirely grateful. I fell in love with you the way you fall asleep slowly then all at once. Somehow I think we needed each other I love you. To be honest loves just a word then when your one in six billion you never let them go that's why this DNS (Darian and Shayleigh) Infinity is everything to me you are my everything Dazza and don't you think any different because I will love you unconditionally and there's no telling what tomorrow will bring but you are my everything I will always love you. Love Shayleigh xxx ❤️❤️❤️💜💜💖💋💋😘😘