Nothing but the Truth

Part 18 My First Day with Connor

When Connor walked me to my bus stop the A9 bus I remember him just his back against the wall and I remember him putting his hands on my waist and I remember having my hands on his shoulders and kissing him twice before holding him in my arms and just whispering "I love you" and Connor just said "I love you too" and it was amazing cos I thought I was with someone who truly liked me. I used to get text messages of Connor and even though it had been a day after we got together Connor asked me to meet him in town so he could introduce me to the family and I told him that I would meet him (this time I didn't have to make up the excuse of don't have the money like I did with Derek) I just met him in town and we just went to his mum's and were just sat on the sofa he was smoking a fag, I had my arm round his back and were just sat stroking his hair and kept talking to him. When his mum went out the room I remember gently trying to push Connor down (well let him lay down) "baby you know what I want don't you" I said I was smiling quite sexily and I tried to go down to kiss him Connor just looked so innocent it was like he was really relaxed and wanted us to make out but he couldn't cos he was worried his mum would come in and tell him off and I sat up and so did he I was like kind of on edge even a thing as simple as a quick make out but no I remember him just going back to the sofa and I found it sweet how he was being I didn't think "he's a frigid twat" I just thought "it's not a bad thing he's just kind of on edge understandable" so I just gave him a quick kiss and let him be in my arms for a few seconds "you ok baby?" I said "yeah" said Connor and I just held him "you sure you seem kind of stressed or upset" I said "It's ok I'm just..." said Connor and as I was holding him Connor just said "I wanna just fall asleep being like this"  and I just stopped hugging him and said "you know if you need a hug I'll be there". Then we went to Connor's Nan's and this is my truthful honest opinion of what I thought of that house and I will say this I felt quite intimidated with how his nan shouted and I did honestly just want to get out the house but cos Connor meant that much to me I stayed in Wheatley and I remember that first picture we took where we both look like idiots (LOL memories like that tho). We were looking after his little brother while watching the inbetweeners. I was laid with Connor and we were just laid having a snuggle then Connor took me to his room and we just made out, I massaged him and well we had a cuddle. That day was the best first day of being in a relationship that day always plays in my mind even if I don't want it to.