Nothing but the Truth

Part 16 What my beliefs are on relationships

To be honest every girl dreams of finding her prince and that's no different to me either because I too want to find my one in six billion and I will quote Katy Perry from Part of me (Movie not song) but gonna put it in my words...okay "In the beginning of me being 15 or 16 I would hear girls or boys saying "no I don't want to be in a relationship because I don't want to change the way I am for them" from girls and from boys "I need my mates and I need to be a lad" and I thought to myself "LOL whatever" but then after Derek I thought "oh my god that's actually true" and I thought well I want someone that will love me no matter what no just me being like able to do what I want but accepting of me for who I am who will be supportive of me, the things I love, what I aspire to be, what I want to create I just want them to be happy and supportive of me and I think now I would love some that would do anything to make me happy and make me feel loved" and if I was asked if I still missed my ex I would just say "yeah" but I think I'd burst into tears. But I'll tell you the truth and I know I'm romantic and I do in fairytales and because of that I believe it to my advantage because if you can believe in something great you can achieve something great and I do everything within my power to make a relationship work and everytime I do it falls apart anyway because nothing lasts forever sadly. When a relationship ends I do feel horrible and I also feel hurt and upset like there's nothing no one can do for me so I feel helpless. But (using Katy Perry again from the song Ghost on the Prism album) He sends a text like the wind changed his mind it's like he was your best friend and you were both building a life with every kiss and every letter (text message LOL) every promise of forever but hits send and disappeared in front of your eyes making him nothing but a ghost he just vanishes from your life and if he's nice enough he'll stay your friend but if he's got a heart of stone he'll just be a complete stranger to you. Yeah that's my beliefs on relationships yes I listen to Katy Perry because I love that artist she makes me go from sad to happy within a snap (Katy Cat For Life)