I used used to crave it
Being the spotlight
Dreamed of loud applause
Imagined men's eyes looking fondly
I used to starve
Needing this attention like god
And using my mask like the bible
But now I don't want this
I want these eyes
To get the hell off of me
I know why they are looking
I'm not stupid
I know what I did
Being impulsive is habit
And being careless is just my nature
All they see is my reputation
Even though I doubt this affirmation
I know that I deserve more than just there hands and lips
I want someone to love me
Like my heart is a prize
Where my body is not near the top of the list
I want a hand to hold and lips to kiss
When I start to spiral
I don't want lips or hands that lie
But that's all they want to give
I know what they say when I'm not around
And I've started to believe this rumor
I deserve that title
So why are you falling in love with a hallow log
I'm rotting
Are you blind?
Everyone else sees it
That's why they don't come close
But you?
No.
You invade
So I guess that I should beleive that you really care
Like I do to you
But then when I decode
And all of your I love yous
Ended with a meeting place and a time...
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Unleashed
PoetryThis is a book of poetry. Basically my emotions unleashed through words. That is how I see poetry. Sometimes what we think about and processes in our head is to much. Writing it all out helps me let go of the mess in my head. Hope you can connect w...
