I've gone with you for months now
Imagined us
For days on end
Wishing for you to change
Brainwashing myself
Into thinking you will
"He is getting better"
Was my mantra
Repeating it to all who questioned us
But I realized it was never us
It was only you
And then me
It was you talking with her
And me with shattered eyes
It was you with the gun
And me with my last words
It was you who pulled the trigger
And me who whispered shoot
It was you who gave me reasons
And me who dug deeper
But it was never us
But through this mess
Why did love have to tangle
with hell
Why did I have to try and heal your broken soal
While in doing so I
shattered mine
And now I'm addicted to you
A fatal end to what once was just a game
I know I need to leave you
The one I've fallen in poisoned love with
I've bitten into your apple
Cursed by your minimum
My mind is being remote controlled by you
I'm driving in the wrong direction
And then he came
Wanting me like I have never known one to crave
And he sees me like the earth
Layers of dimension to what he thinks I am
Layers of perfect
But he doesent know
I'm not a whole
I'm a half
And the rest of me is left with him
A broken toy
With his name carved on my lips
Being sold for free
By choice of the people
I'm branded by what he did to me
My name associated with
the incident
And you want this over priced doll?
I'm ripped
Stained
Burnt
Damp
Dark
Faded
False
And my tag has his name
He is my brand
Please trust me
You don't want to buy this
You don't want this burden
You deserve a princsses
Not a slave
Because when you get me
You get him
You get the poison he injected inside of me
And if you want me
Than you must be okay
With getting bitten
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Unleashed
PoetryThis is a book of poetry. Basically my emotions unleashed through words. That is how I see poetry. Sometimes what we think about and processes in our head is to much. Writing it all out helps me let go of the mess in my head. Hope you can connect w...
