I long to feel numb.
The feeling seems
Like a sigh of relief
I wish to stop
The constant pressure
That hangs inside my chest
This weight of regret
Anxiety
Grief
Pain
And the constant hum
That buzzes in my head
This chatter of what ifs
Worry
Wish
Fright
Weakness
Oh do I wish for this to end
Numbness seems to dull this pain
But for some reason
I don't deserve relief
This monster wishes for me to suffer
So becoming feelingless is not an option
Sometimes this pain just is to much
And I have no way to stop it
Often blades don't make it better
So how far must I go
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Unleashed
PoetryThis is a book of poetry. Basically my emotions unleashed through words. That is how I see poetry. Sometimes what we think about and processes in our head is to much. Writing it all out helps me let go of the mess in my head. Hope you can connect w...
