The Laws of Love | Marco Reus

Chapter 13

Aleksandra's POV

"Get out of my office, Reus! Get out!" I scream not being able to control myself. I watched him leaving my office and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't calm down.
I had his address and there was nothing that could stop me from going to see him. But I'm scared. I'm scared that I won't be able to be strong and he will see me as he did when we were teenagers: his puppet. I grabbed my bag and the file that Marco tried to read a few minutes ago and I walked out the door. As I expected, Elise was at her office talking with the woodpecker. 

"What are you still doing here" I ask him while getting closer to him.

"I'm having a conversation with Elise, are you blind, or what" he asks annoyed by my question.

"Elise, I have to go and meet Roger. Don't wait for me, I'll see you at home" I say to my friend, deciding to ignore Reus's answer. "And you can go home, woodpecker. I'll see you tomorrow and don't you dare be late, again!"

When I entered my car I started to feel bad because I had to lie to Elise. She deserved to know the truth but I wasn't ready to tell her this secret. Natasha was the only one to know and this because she was the one who found me when it happened.
I opened the file and for a few seconds I stared at the address which was written an o small piece of paper. Taking a deep breath I pressed on the gas pedal and in no time I was already on the road to see Sasha. His house was not as far from my apartment as I thought. It was a small house, something that doesn't draw attention but very guarded. As soon as I parked my car near his house a man came to tell me that I can't park my car there if I don't have his superior approval.

"Ma'am, don't make me use force against you. If my master doesn't know you're coming, you can't see him" another of his guards tells me.

"Okay, I got it. I'll leave, but with one condition. Call you master and tell him that Alev wants to see him. If he tells you that he doesn't want to see me, I'll go" I tell the guard starting to feel nervous. Being tired to fight with me, he went to call his master. He was using Russian not knowing that I can understand every single word he said to Sasha. 

"The master wants to see you, ma'am. I'm sorry for any inconvenience" the guard says stopping me from showing him what kind of 'bitch' I am. 

I looked down at my dress wanting to make sure everything was okay, that I was looking okay. I took my bag from the car and after I locked the car I started to walk to the entrance. 

"Calm down, you're not the same girl, Aleksandra, you're different, you're strong now. He can't hurt you, he can't hurt you" I whisper to myself before knocking at his door. 

"Please follow me" a lady tells me after the door opened. It's not like he would've disturbed to open the door himself.

Even if the house seemed to be small from the outside, inside the things were different. The lady led me through a big hall into an office. 

"Master Ivanov will be here in a minute" the lady says before leaving me alone here. His office was big and dark, full of books and a big desk in the middle of the room. A big window was giving him the perfect view to a garden which reminded me of the ones we have in Russia. Next to his desk was a mini-bar in which I saw some bottles of vodka.

"What took you so long, Alev" someone asks me making me leap. I turned around and here he was sitting next to the door. Dressed in a pair of dark blue jeans and a white T-shirt, he was looking way better that he did when he was a teenager. His acne was gone and his light blond hair was now a darker colour. His muscles were more obvious and the beard was giving him a mysterious look.
Seeing that I didn't say anything he came closer to me and after a few more seconds his lips were pressing mine making me realise that until then I wasn't breathing. Holding my head into his hands I couldn't stop the kiss and to be honest I didn't want to stop it. His kiss was something I dreamt of for many nights and know that I have it seems that I can't have enough. But my brain got control over my body and made me realise that the man I'm kissing is the man that took everything from me. I put my hands on his shoulders and stopped the kiss.