How should I describe my current situation? I sigh at my not so typical problem....
And I glanced at my Reona and I think she felt that I was staring at her she look at me and smile sweetly to me...
So close yet So far away......
I smile at her and waved then I sign to her that I go back at the house....
She nodded and shifted her attention again to our two kids that running and laughing at the same time in the garden.
When she know that Johanna is indeed her real daughter,
She hugged her tighty and cry a river and after that all attention of her are all set to our adorable two kids,
The day and night went by with her not leaving Johanna and Rowan's side,
She is the one who insisted to drive them at school and picking them also after school,
And by the way I transfer my little boy at Johanna's school.
Typical of Reona....
A hands on Mother.....I can't help but smile at that thought...
Indeed I was so lucky that I have her now.....
When I closed the door in the library,
I sigh again,
I know that I was lucky that Reona did not leave me nor thrown me away after I tell her the truth....
I'm thankful that she is the woman whom I loved so deeply and give me Johanna and Rowan....
They are my precious treasure....
I love them so much......
She let me stay at her side,
Ordering me the sweetest punishment,
Many man will envy me if they know.....
Not that I let them to know!
She is so understanding and very kind,
And she told me everytime that she love me,
I know I hurt her so much when she finally know the damn truth,
I know that's why you're still here together with Reona right?
I sit at my swivel chair then open the lower cabinet of the mahogany table and bring out a special red small case.
After that I open it to reveal the white gold with big diamond ring that I buy almost ten years ago,
How can I put you to my Reona's finger hmmm....?
Ten years ago I was a married man so even if I want her to be stay by my side Legally it is not likely what happen.....
Five years ago when I finally have my revenge but faith slap me on my face what have wrongdoing I done to Reona....
She left me and my life have goned hell that without my daughter I might have fallen to depression....
Three years ago and finally I was a free man again after granting my annulment and be free of Lucille....
And then finally I found Reona again with my Son as a sweet bonus....
Then she know the truth and I feel that she's not completely forgiving me,
But she act as if nothing happens on the two of us,
She is still the same Reona,
The one who take care of Me, Johanna, And Rowan......
And I want her to be with us....
Legally.....
Start our family anew and build it again.... and right this time around....
Finally shouting to the world that she is mine.....
Put a clear claim to her....
I want her to be finally called my Wife....
I stared at them at the glass window and I feel so much joy at what I seen....
Johanna and Rowan now picking flowers and gave them to my Beautiful Reona...
She beamed with joy and hug Johanna and Rowan......
I am lucky to have them.....
And an Idea came in my mind......
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"Mommy dali na!!!!" Wika ni Rowan habang hila hila ako at ni Johanna sa magkabilang braso ko papunta sa may garden.
"Anu ba yun at mukhang mas excited pa kayo kaysa sa akin?" Natatawang tanong ko sa mga ito pero kapwa napapangiting umiling ang mga ito.
"Dali na po Mom!" Ani naman ni Johanna.
Puno nang fondness na natitigan ko ang anak ko.
Inaamin ko na nagtampo ako kay Jake....
Tampo lang walang halong galit....
Kahit gustuhin ko man na mag inarte at magpanggap na galit ako,
Di naman ako ganun kagaling na magpanggap at saka di ko kaya,
Mas masasaktan ako pag nakita ko na nahihirapan ang Ama nang dalawang Anak ko,
Mahal na Mahal ko yun Gagong Lalaking yun eh!
Nun sinabi nya na na di pa patay ang anak namin,
At si Johanna pala yun...ang batang halos ako na ang nagpalaki at nag alaga...
Ang batang minahal ko nang buong puso na para nang tunay na anak ko...
Na anak ko palang talaga ......
Ang mahalaga sa akin ay buhay pala ang panganay ko...
May katugon din pala ang nararamdaman ko pagmamahal kay Jake....
Na mahalaga din ako sa kanya at kasama at nakakapiling ko silang tatlo na pamilya ko ....
Kaya walang puwang na ang galit sa puso ko kasi punong puno at siksik na siksik na nang pagmamahal ang puso ko......
"Daddy nandito na si Mommy!!" Binitiwan na ako ni Rowan at nagtatatakbo nang palapit kay Jake.
Agad naman na binuhat ito ni Jake at tuluyan nang kinarga.
Nakalapit na kami ni Johanna sa mga ito at saka ko lamang napansin ang nakaset up na mesa...
"Can I invite you to a dinner date together with the three of us?" Napaka swabeng ang pagkakatanong ni Jake sa akin sabay umang ng isang kamay palahad sa akin.
At di ko mapigilan na di mapakilig dahil mukhang tinutupad nito ang pangako dati nito na patuloy na suyuin ako hanggang sa mapaibig ulit ako sa kanya...
As if naman di pa ako inlove na inlove sa napakahirap espellengin na lalaki na ito!
Napangiti ako dito nang maluwang at saka inabot ang kamay ko dito.
"May magagawa pa ba ako?
Eh masyado ka nang prepared at mukhang masasarap ang nakahain na pagkain at gutom na gutom na ako" nakangiting sagot ko dito.
Napangiti pa lalo ito at habang buhat buhat ni Jake si Rowan sa kanang braso nito at nakaalalay naman sa akin ang kaliwang kamay nito papunta sa nakagayak na mesa at pinaupo ako sa hinilang upuan ni Johanna para sa akin.
Iniupo nito si Rowan sa katapat na upuan ni Johanna at saka naupo na din ito sa upuan sa harap ko.
Napapangiting napagmasdan ko na lamang ang mag aama ko...
Napakasaya ko talaga na magkakasama na kaming apat......
Isa na lang ang mahihiling ko.....
