Complicated Love

Chapter 1:Love at First Sight

I'm a junior highschool student,specifically,i'm in my 3rd year. Bagong lipat ako ng school this school year so I wonder kung sinong makakasama ko.

I was shocked when my mom said that I will transfer school. Eh pano na lang si crush na 5 years kong ginusto? Simula pa noong grade 4,crush ko na sya. Kahit pa nung lumipat sya last year,sya at sya pa din ang tinitibok ng puso ko. I'm so stupid to keep liking him because he doesn't like me.

Pano na lang din yung sister-like friends ko? Top 3 friends pa naman kami since childhood tapos mahihiwalay lang ako sakanila ng ganto. Hayst.

When I entered my classroom,everyone looked at me. I know that you know how that feels. It's very embarassing.

I looked at my chair near the wall without looking at anyone. As soon as I sat down,the class started. Am I that late? Wow.

I keep looking at the teacher and avoiding everyone's glances at me when I introduced myself.

I'm infront of all of them but I can't keep it anymore. I can't stare at my teacher for so long,duh? So I looked at the surroundings and my chair.

From afar,I can see my seatmate. Well gwapo sya,mukhang mabait,at lalaking-lalaki ang dating. Marami bang ganto sa school na to? If so,I will never transfer again! Just kidding.

I went back to my chair and looked at my seatmate while waving my hand and he said "Oh! Hi Zia! Nice to meet you"

Hold there,that's strange. I just waved my hand,not introduced myself to him so why say "Nice to meet you"?

"Uhm. Hey! What's your name?"
"I'm Christopher" he said while smiled angelicly.

He's so lovely! I can't say i'm already inlove with him at first sight. But I think I do have a crush on him. How can I not?

It's already lunch time and instead of eating,I brought my books to somewhere. I want to discover some of the places here. This school is so big though.

While i'm walking,my books dropped on the floor including my pens and notebooks. I was about to get it but I touched a hand,that hand was trying to help me to pick my books.

He stood up and looked at me,handed over my book to me.

"Oh ikaw pala yan Christopher?"
"Don't be too clumsy,Zia. Be careful always ha."
"Okay po" sabi ko habang tuluyan nyang pinupulot ang gamit ko at inaabot saakin. Nang paalis na sya,sinabi nya na lang bigla saakin na "Zia! Chris na lang ha. Masyadong mahaba ang Christopher eh" and winked at me.

I don't know.. I just met him and this is so crazy. I felt like my heart just skipped a beat. But no,I can't fall in love with someone since I know that I like someone from my old school.

My story's just too complicated. Like you know,I met someone and I think i'm inlove with him. But there's someone who is more important to me.

I think I should keep distance from Christopher.. it hurts but I need to. I need to keep that one special person for me.