Dimelo Papi | Zabdiel De Jesus

Chapter 16: Aún Hay Algo

Zabdiel

Since I've made it to the live shows and I'm one of the finalist, Miami is my home for now. I'm living with my mom and Christopher. Why are you living with Christopher, you'd ask. Well we both simply became best friends and my mom basically adopted him since he doesn't have any family here.

Tonight Univision is barely broadcasting the first episode of La Banda. Since it's the first episode and it's not live, they're just showing the auditions. After dinner that my mom prepared we go to the living room to watch the auditions. Christopher and I get nostalgic when we see our auditions. It's like, wow, we made it this far.

After La Banda ends the show Sal y Pimienta starts. We want to see what they say about the show so we stay tuned.

"Antes que empecemos, quizás la conozcan ella es Camila Casillas!" Alejandra Espinoza says and I freeze when I see my Camila.

"Ella nos va a acompañar de aquí adelante." Jomari Goyso comments.

"Bro, estas bien?" Christopher asks me.

Trust me, I've seen Camila in television since she's became famous but it's just that I'm shocked at the fact that this means she's in Miami. Not only are we in the same city but we're also in Univision shows. I'm going to try to do my best to win her back because I love her.

"Mira qué bella se mira Cami. Qué bien por ella." My mom says. She will forever be fond of Camila.

I stay and watch the whole show that lasted one hour. She's so beautiful that I can't take my eyes off of the television. We are closer than ever now.

"¿Conoces a Camila Casillas?" Christopher asks me confused when he enters my bedroom.

"Si." I admit.

"Como reaccionaste cuando la viste dice que fue más que una amiga." he chuckles.

"Nada, nomas tuvimos un noviazgo por un poco tiempo y ya." I don't get much into details.

"¿Ella te hizo caso?" Christopher teases. "No, mentira pero si se ve que todavía estás bien enamorado de ella." He remarks.

"Lo estoy y siempre lo estaré." I sigh. I didn't want to tell him this but he's my best friend so I think it's right if I let my feelings out.

"¡Dímelo papi!" He copies my phrase.

The following morning I go to the studios to do some check ups with the producers. Once I finish my errand I see the one and only Camila leaving a set of the studio. She isn't wearing a single ounce of makeup yet she looks like a goddess. I basically sprint to her and when I reach her, her eyes widen and she sort of smiles at first but being the stubborn person that she is, she decides to act stuck up. She turns around and walks away.

Oh no, you aren't. I love her so I'm not giving up this time. Since she won't listen to me I drag her into an empty closet nearby.

"Zabdiel." is her first word. "¿Qué haces? ¡Déjame ir! ¡Auxilio! ¡Ayuda!" She screams and I immediately place my hand over her mouth.

"Escúchame, por favor, bebe." I beg.

"Ya no soy la niña inocente y estupida de antes." She tells me. It hurts me that she thinks that she was stupid when we were younger, she was nothing but the most amazing person ever.

"Si me escuchas ya nunca te molestare jamás." I lie.

"Dime lo que me tienes que decir." she says.

"Hazle caso a tu corazón." I simply say. She needs to realize that our love hasn't ended.

"¿Eso es todo lo que me tienes que decir? Para eso básicamente me secuestraste en este cuarto. Como me das-"

"¡Te amo, te amo todavía como loco Camila! ¡Esto no ha terminado!" I interrupt her.

Before she can tell me anything I press my lips into hers while pressing her body into the wall. She obviously doesn't reject my kiss when her legs wrap around my waist. We want this, we need this. She deepens the kiss when she wraps her fingers on my hair. This kiss is full of anger but also full of love, so much love.

"Zabdiel," she moans. "Tenemos que parar. No quiero pero tengo que." Her confession makes me happy. I don't want this kiss to end either.

"¿Porque? No es como que estas engañando a alguien. ¿No tienes novio, no?" I ask in a jealous tone. Even if she has a boyfriend I know she doesn't feel what she feels with me.

"Claro que no. Nunca te pude olvidar." Her confessions are making my day. "¡Eres mi debilidad! Vez ahora te estoy contando todo y diciéndote cosas que no mereces escuchar."

"Yo no te he olvidado tampoco." I admit.

"No te olvide pero al proceso estoy. Ya no es importante si no valoraste lo que soy." She says.

"¡No me digas eso! Haré lo que sea para que me dejes estar en tu vida otra vez." I tell her desperately.

"Te odio por qué te amo tanto. Es imposible tenerte fuera de mi vida ahora que estamos tan cerca. ¿Pero sabes que? Vamos a tener que empezar de amigos, no de enamorados." She proposes.

"No, no, no. ¿Como voy a poder ser solo tu amigo cuando voy a quererte besar y mucho más?" I complain.

"Pues ya no te hablaré." She tells me.

"Ok. Acepto ser tu amigo." I give in. Maybe she'll realize that it's a stupid idea if we're just friends.

We both walk out the closet together. I missed her presence so much and I'm so lucky to even be near her. Who would've known that this show would bring me to her again?

"Sinceramente estoy muy orgullosa de ti que llegaste tan lejos en La Banda. Felicidades, mi amor... Perdón, no quise decir eso." She corrects herself. My heart exploded when she called me "mi amor."

"Gracias, estoy feliz que te sientas orgullosa de mi." I say.

"Me hace feliz que tú estés feliz." She tells me.

"So ya sé que tu cumpleaños es este viernes." I say.

"Yo también lo sabía." She says sarcastically.

"Tú pasaste mi cumple conmigo so creo que solo es justo si me dejas pasar tu cumple contigo." I say.

"Vale, amigo." She agrees which surprises me. I hate that she's friendzoning me but not for long, not for long.

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