Enter: The 1# Jutsu Weaver! (Book 1) [Naruto Fairy Tail Crossover Fanfic]

Chapter 65

*First person pov*

I lead Kakashi outside the arena where Kitty is having his fight. And then I broke. I fell to my knees and bawled my eyes out. "Waaaaah...... it's my fault.... all my fault...... ahhhhhhh." I bawled. Kakashi had no idea what I was talking about and tried comforting me. "Shhh, it's okay, what's your fault?" Kakashi asks. I keep bawling. It's all my fault, if I only had the heaven scroll, only if protected Duckbutt, only if I just killed Kabuto, only.... only.... I just stopped Pedophile giving him the hickey of death, now there will be pain and suffering in the future because of my stupid mistakes! "Ahhhhahhhh.... It's all my fault.... I knew.... I fucking knew Orochimaru was going to come for Duckbutt..... I knew Orochimaru was here from the start.... I didn't do anything.... and now, Duckbutt is going to leave us for Orochimaru.... for power..... I knew at the start of the chunin exams.... I just stood there and watched it all go down.... my fault... all my fault...." I keep bawling. Kakashi was frozen in place. "What do you mean, Ciel? You knew all this time?" Kakashi asks. "Yes..... I knew it all.... I knew a back at the land of the waves that Haku and Zabuza was going to die..... I knew that Duckbutt was going to get the hickey of death at chunin exams, even when the chunin exams didn't even start.... I know everything.... I know... I know.... I don't know my past but I know the future.... the destruction of Konoha.... the 4th shinobi war...... I'm sorry.... I'm so.... so sorry..... It's all my fault." I bawl. Kakashi keeps rubbing my back in circles. The reason why I told Kakashi all this, is because I am cracking under pressure. I want someone to a least know about this. Well, maybe not the whole truth, but at least he knows. "It's okay Ciel, but why didn't you tell us?" Kakashi asks. "I... I.... I didn't want to change the future to something worse..... If I change something.... It might result in more people dead.... I didn't want to take that chance..... No..... If I told you what will happen to Duckbutt, you might die trying to protect us in the forest of death..... form Orochimaru..... or maybe others..... I didn't want that..... I don't want any of my friends to die..... not so soon... I couldn't.... I just...." I bawl. Kakashi pulls me in a hug and lets me cry in his chest. "It's okay Ciel... you did good.... you don't have to carry this burden anymore..." Kakashi sooths. I cry harder. I'm so sorry.... so so sorry.... sorry.... I cried in his chest about, 10 minutes or so. "Are you done crying?" Kakashi says. "Yeah... I'm good." I say as I get up from his chest. He stands up as well, since we were kinda sitting on the floor. "You can go inside first, Kakashi. I want to stay out here because I don't want to go inside and looked like I cried." I say. Kakashi nods and walks inside, leaving me alone in my thoughts. Should I have told Kakashi? I guess it's fine, but there is something I'm worried about. What if he tells everyone, well, Grandpa especially. Not that I got anything against Grandpa.... it's just that he might use me as a tool to Konoha, that's what those old geezers ever think about in this place. Well gotta go tell Kakashi that. And if Kakashi told everyone, it would be chaos. I can picture it, Naruto would come up to me every time asking about his misplaced ramen ticket was and what he should order from Ichiraku, haha! Well, I have been out here long enough, might as well I head in. I get up from the wall I was leaning on and head in. I walk up the stairs and I see Keiko in Pinky's arms reaching her arms toward me and struggling against her grip. She finally lets go of Keiko and she flies to me. "Daddy!" Keiko cries as she hugs me. I hug her back and chuckle. "Sup. I'm back." I say. Keiko climbs up my shirt and tries to get on my head. I give her a little handicap as I put my hand up as a stepping stool and she steps up on it and gets up on my head. I walk over and stand next to Kakashi. "You'll tell no one?" I ask him. He nods. I walk up to Naruto. "Hey, what did I miss? All I know that Kitty was fighting some guy, who?" I ask him. "That Kitty cheated! 2 on 1! And they allowed him to win!" Naruto rages. "Chill, do you mean the thing on his back? That's a puppet, a ninja tool, so it counts." I say. Naruto groans. "Not you too, Ciel." Naruto groans. I chuckle and Keiko copies my actions. "We will now begin the 4th match." Hayate announces. "Geez!! Geez!! There's a lot of weirdos here." Naruto says. "Haha, good one." Pinky laughs. "Like you're the one to talk..." Kakashi trails off. "You said it, Kakashi. His passion for ramen is beyond weird and how much he eats...... is he even human?" I tease. Naruto pouts. "Ciel, you're mean. You're weird too! Who talks to a cat?" Naruto says and Keiko shouts. "KEIKO IS NOT A CAT SHE IS A EXCEED!" Keiko yells, crossing her arms and looking away, chin in the air. I chuckle and Pinky laughs. "This is no time to be laughing, Sakura. Look." Kakashi says as he points to the board. Pinky looks up and her eye's widen in surprise. Haruno Sakura vs Yamanaka Ino. 

(A/N: So... Ciel or Cassie or whatever you call her broke. Personally, I probably broke under this kind of pressure. Knowing peoples deaths and not be able to tell those people... I can't even describe the feeling. So I felt the need that she told somebody, and I thought Kakashi was the best person. I mean, he is her sensei and he was one of the first people she met when she came to the Naruto dimension. So uh... I don't even know why I even decided to make this A/N XD! Well, whatever, I guess I just felt the need to put this out there. Toodles~!)