Young, Gay, Love

Chapter 31: S.E.X

My mind flashed back to the pond in Central Park. The water may have been lapping at the sand and it's true that it never moved away from the pond. But the difference was the fact it was ever changing, never stagnant. People took care of that pond to keep the natural beauty for everyone to see. I can be like that pond. I can stay if someone takes care of me and maybe Rob can be that person.

"Are you okay babe?" Rob asked as he kissed me neck and brushed his hand through my hair to get a clearer look at my face.

"I'll be alright." I replied and turned towards him.

The sun was beginning to show a new day was upon us, but we couldn't sleep. Everything was too perfect right then and there and the beauty from the rosy horizon didn't change anything, except making Rob look like a male model from a foreign magazine.

"I'm gonna go brush my teeth." I said as I was beginning to take the covers off my naked body.

"NO." He said and grabbed my body and playfully forced me on top of his hard body.

Then he sat up and kissed me. "I like your morning breath." He grinned and kissed me.

"GROSS." I immediately pulled away. "Are you serious!?" I exclaimed.

"No, but I don't want you to get out, because that will mean I will have to too." He said laid back down with his hands behind his head. "Besides what else do I need, except you and this bed?"

"Food for starters." I replied smugly.

"True... Go make me a sandwich." He laughed.

"Uhm. No. Go make it yourself." I said taking myself off of him and began to pout.

"I was joking. Come here." He took his hands and turned me towards him. "You are truly the most beautiful guy I have ever met, inside and out."

"That is the lack of sleep speaking." I said trying not to smile.

"No seriously. No one could have a caring heart like your and be a beast in bed." He said with a completely serious. "No one I have ever met."

"Oh stop." I said trying not to cry.

"The fact that you are trying to hide your emotions show that you have never been told this enough, ever." He took me in his arms and held me. "You are enough for me."

"Thanks." My heart was hurting so bad. I have never felt like I was ever enough, physically and emotionally. But this gorgeous guy was holding me. He was trying. And that was enough for me. "I am so glad I met you."

"I am happy I sent you that ticket." He looked down at me meeting my gaze.

"Well, I have to brush my teeth. Even if you don't like I have to for me." I got out of the bed and reached for his shirt.

The shirt was a white button down Gucci long sleeve and was it soft! Completely different from the knock off brands, quality over quantity totally defined this shirt.

I made my way to the bathroom feeling Rob's gaze on me the whole way to the bathroom. And as I shut the door I looked into the mirror.

I saw a different guy, aside from the bed head and slightly red eyes he looked happy.

"I don't know what is happening, or if this gonna last. But I'm gonna enjoy it." I said to myself.

I began to wet my toothbrush and put the toothbrush in my mouth.

"What do you want for breakfast?" Rob asked through the door.

"Cwaffeee." I said with foamy toothpaste running down my mouth.

"WHAT?" He asked louder.

"CWAFEH!!" I yelled with foamy mess going everywhere.

"WHAT!?!" He yelled.

I spit the used, liquidy, foam out and yanked the door open.

"COFFEE!!" I yelled in his face with some getting on his face.

He squinted his eyes shut and rubbed it off his face.

"Uhm. Ew." He said.

"Apparently you are deaf." I said and walked back to the sink and washed the toothpaste down the sink.

"I heard you the first time." He said with a grin so big and began to laugh.

"What. Are you. UGH." I took the cup of water that I was about to wash the remaining ick out of the sink with and threw it in his face.

"What the hell!" He yelled with complete shock, maybe a little anger.

And before he could say anything else I forced myself onto him. Making his back hit the wall and we began making out.

So passionate and my craving his face lips was what I really wanted. Not breakfast or coffee. Just him and for once I felt bliss. Granted it was in the bathroom, but anywhere would do; as long as it was with him.

"Minty..." He said smiling.

"I just brushed." I smiled back. "They're pearly white. See!?"

He went in for another kiss and somehow I ended up on top of the toilet.

"We should really get breakfast." He said in between kisses.

"I already got my breakfast." I replied in stutter motion.

"I don't smell toast." He pulled away.

"It's you." I pulled him back in.

"Then I have my breakfast too." And he pulled me onto him.

Let me just say. Sex for breakfast is the best breakfast anyone can have. And it was perfect for me because it was with him.

At that moment I knew. I knew Rob was my first love. My first real love.