I Want Him Even More

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Ala

So you are going to be difficult aren't you woman?" Brileon says as he walks over to me.

"No, not at all. I just see you making love to all those different women every time I look at that bed." I reply sitting up and swinging my legs on the floor.

Tears start to fall down my face.

Brileon sits down next to me on the bed and wipes the tears from my face. He pulls me to his chest and I feel his tears as they hit the top of my head.

"I am so sorry I hurt you Ala. I don't under stand how it is so easy for you to forgive me for all I have done to you."

"It isn't easy Brileon, but I remembered God's love for us. I also remember 1 Corinthians Chapter 13. God speaks about himself in that passage, but he shows us how we are to live our lives Brileon. How can any of us expect to be forgiven if we don't forgive ? It is the same thing I told Candace when she wouldn't forgive Jared." I reply.

Brileon doesn't respond for several moments then he says, "You are unlike any other woman I know Ala."

"And is that a bad thing?" I ask.

"No, it is a good thing. You genuinely care for me. I am just sorry it took hurting you repeatedly for me to see it." He replies.

I don't respond to that statement. I don't know how. Especially, with being newlyweds and all.

I find myself dozing off and Brileon starts chuckling.

I awake suddenly as I feel the need to relieve myself. I rush into the bathroom and complete my business. Brileon walks in as I am washing my hands.

I exit the bathroom and remove the crown off my head. I place it next to his. A glass en casement slides over it then it slides into the wall. Normally, seeing stuff like that would freak me out, but I am too tired to care right now.

I walk back to the chaise and sit on it. Brileon comes to sit next to me and I lay my head against his shoulder.

"Ala, I know sleeping in that bed reminds you of my sleeping with other women, but sweetheart you will be sore in the morning in this bed."

Brileon starts removing the Bobby pins from my hair and places them in the container they came out off. I sit up knowing he wants to undo the braids, but hesitates.  As, I begin to undo my hair, he speaks,

"No Ala. Please let me. I love your hair."

I nod and drop my hands.

Brileon unbraids my hair then he massages my scalp. I moan and so does he.

"You do know every moan that leaves your lips makes me harder."

"So, I presume you are trying to get me to sleep in that bed with you." I reply and he lifts me onto his lap.

"Yep! It will just be for tonight then I will go get new mattresses and new sheets with you tomorrow." He replies.

"Okay, but no backing out on your word." I reply, because my body has already started protesting to the mattress on this full bed.

Brileon scoops me into his arms and carries me to his bed. Well, technically it is our bed.

"That is why I asked if you would sleep in our bed tonight Ala. My body is killing me right now and you have only been on that mattress for a few minutes."

"I apologize Brileon. Now, if you don't mind I need some sleep. Wake me up in middle of the night and make love to me."

"You're forgiven and I accept your request." He says as he lays me on the bed. He covers me with the comforter and kisses my lips.

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