thoughts on clouds

i guess it just wasn't meant to make sense

i know this is cliche

and i feel stupid just typing it

but do you ever feel alone when you're surrounded by people?

i mean i'm pretty sure everyone does and even though it's slightly different for everyone i think it's still the same basic concept of loneliness. it's a personal feeling of having no one else and because it's so personal it's hard for other people to understand. and it's irritating man because in your head you know exactly how you feel and in your head it's simple, well not always but at least in your head you can hear it, imagine it. other people though, they can only guess and try to interpret how you're feeling and although some people come pretty close no one can truly know can they.

am i the only person who feels like they think a little too hard, i mean a situation might happen leading to a decision and i'll think of hundreds of possibilities on how my decision could end. and i'll stress over it when in the end only one can really happen and only one will really happen so 9/10 of the time the possibilities i'm thinking up are useless. 

sometimes i think it'd all be so much easier if we could all read minds (Patrick Ness begs to differ) but lets face it that wouldn't end well.