thoughts on clouds

well then

*clears throat*

I never wanted no casual love, didn't want no casual hellos, no petty c ya's . I wanted waves of passion to crash over me . I wanted to drown in a love so deep I could barely breathe. No temporary ilys no empty promises of false hope and false love . no empty smiles and empty laughs filled with only lust and longing , no I wanted a love so deep the ocean would be jealous , a love so deep everytime I look at you my heart would stop and every fibre of my being would be screaming your name . I wanted a love so deep that with every breath I breathed let out a whisper of your dreams your hopes. I wanted you to love me like you'd never love another again, like every crevice of your heart swelled with the same passion as mine. I wanted your stomach to flutter everytime you heard my name , not like butterflies, but a chorus of birds trying to escape the inevitable forever that we would be . I wanted pain and tears and laughter and joy each and every day . I wanted you to tell me you love me with rawness in your voice and tears in your eyes as I traces every single inch of your body.  I wanted us to fight like it was war, tearing each other apart just to put each other back together again . I wanted to rip down your every defence until all that was left is your soul in my hands . I wanted you to look at me like I was the most beautiful creature you'd ever laid your eyes on. I wanted you to tell i was the most beautiful creature you ever laid your eyes on . Eventhough we would've both known you were lying. I wanted you to lie to me . I wanted you to whisper sweet nothings into my ear and maybe if you told me enough I'd finally believe it. I wanted every single piece of you to love every single piece of me . 

*shoves breadsticks in purse and leaves *  this is why I'm single lol.