I feel like I'm alone in the world
living in a reality separate from everyone else
I can't control it I'm worrying bout my mental health
because all the time I'll be smiling with me teeth but the cracks you can't see they be hidden understand and
sometimes I wanna cry oceans into seas
Flood the hallways , drown the people Yh I want to make them see
My anguish, my despair, my crushing sadness in the air
I want everyone to suffocate on every last single drop of pain
That ripples through my body In tidal waves
I want them to choke on the emptiness that leaves me feeling numb for days
I want them to breathe in my loathing like charcoal blocking up throat
and when they ask for explanations I'll give them my suicide note.
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thoughts on clouds
شِعرjust a random collection of thoughts and feelings. 'learn from this , because if this hurts you its better to learn than forget'