can we just

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can we just take a second to talk about boys.

why is it the most annoying, dumb boys seem to have control over our lives.

like, let me tell you yeah, i know to say no to drugs (lmao well ) and do good in school and brush my teeth twice a day and shit but the second a boy (well certain boys) come into the equation my mind will go to shit and i know ill do some stupid shit and fuck something up. even now. my last 4 or 5 poem/rant/thought thingies have been depressing, serious and maybe even a little poetic but now look at me typing like a bloody 12 year old just because the subject is boys. the evil creatures with the evil ding dongs they think through. and god i don't even understand man, i will roll my eyes at their dumb jokes and sometimes the stupid shit that leave their mouths  i just blink at in absolute bafflement but then BOOM iv'e fallen for that shit like wtf i don't even realise it's happening till it's too late. and sure let's be honest not all boys are like that and it's not fair to generalise a whole gender  but WHY DO ALL THE INTELLECTUAL GUYS SEEM TO BE NOT REAL OR LIVE IN FUCKING SLOVAKIA OR GAY OR UNATTAINABLE IN SOME WAY. and look i'm not saying that u should like guys for how smart they are i mean iv'e dated some massive fucking idiots that i did really care about and everyone  is different. by intellectual i mean can hold a convo past "oh hey girl ;) send me some nudes innit i'm hard"  god idek man lmao because i know ill submit this rant but i'll still squeal over the next good looking or nice guy i see because of the raging hormones up inside of me lmao oh well. 

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