this year has been so full of trauma and pain
Trials trials trials and tribulations
Bending my will at every turn
This year has left me broken defeated alone
Searching for scraps of the person I once was
Pieces to remind me who i am
When he left me he took my identity
And I became nobody
Pain follows me where I go
But they only see me for my laughter
Suffering knows me well
And I can no longer hide the fact that I am broken
I've never felt so unwanted in my life
So challenged so unhappy
So unheard so ignored
So purposeless
It's like no matter how hard I try I never truly fit in
Or I screw it up by following my heart before my head
Do I not deserve it , is it In my fate to never feel true joy
This depression ain't a blessing
And I'm losing this battle
But this time
I'm alone
I'm on the edge of a cliff
I've been here before
But this time
I'm alone
YOU ARE READING
thoughts on clouds
Poetryjust a random collection of thoughts and feelings. 'learn from this , because if this hurts you its better to learn than forget'
