thoughts on clouds

13 steps to loneliness

and it was then she realised - I am so fucking alone .

Here's a playlist for anyone who feels anything like me : really fucking lonely.

On nights like these where things are really bad and I am close to making mistakes I turn to music and I know it sounds really cheesy but it helps. If anyone ever sees this and it helps them that's more than I could ever ask for .

1. Weightless ~ All Time Low
I think this song just gives me a bit of hope. Feels like I'm letting everything out . I love the line "maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year" it makes me feel like things will get better.

2. Say(All I Need) ~ One Republic
Personally I love this song and I think it describes a feeling that no one understands but you.

3. Best Friends ~ Amy Winehouse
It just makes me nostalgic.

(Can't seem to find a video)

4. Start A Riot ~ Banners
A sense of longing

5. Half The World Away ~ Oasis
I know it's cheesy and aurora fans will hate me but I love her version.

6.Electric Love ~ BØRNS
It's such a sweet song tbh

7.Stone Cold ~ Demi Lovato
Great for a dramatic big cry

8. Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance
Just a good old sad classic
You're just a sad song , with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait, for a hospital stay.

9. Drown ~ Bring Me The Horizon

I'm a guilty sucker for this song it's my way of begging, crying out for someone to save me , I sing it all the time but I don't think anyone gets it .

10. Give me Love ~ Ed Shereen
Can't go wrong with Ed sorry

11.Goner ~ Twenty Øne Pilots
This song just reminds me of times of pure desperation when I'm begging for a reason to live

12. Jet Black Heart ~ 5 Seconds Of Summer
I know a lot of people hate 5sos and I'm not saying they're great people but I genuinely love this song it reaches out to me so much .

13. Miss Missing You ~ Fall Out Boy
This song is pretty straight foward but it has meaning and I can relate.

I know these were quiet mainstream but I kinda did it on purpose as a first try lol before putting in random people like Jamie T or Lewis Watson.

I really liked this and if anyone actually care and wants me to make more then comment lol, but no one actually reads this so I guess it doesn't matter.

I highly suggest the song Outsider ~ The Daylights

It's really relatable and idk.

To anyone else who feels like me

I hope you find your feelings in music .