get out of my head
stop using your words to lure me into a false sense of security
I'd rather you beat me senseless, take my air and tell me I'm nothing
than smile at me with hate in your heart and false intentions in your eyes
I keep running and running and running away from something that doesn't exist
And I'm jumping, sprinting , leaping towards hope that doesn't exist
every time I look back it's just a little closer but it never catches up
And I'm stuck running this never ending race against a pain I don't know and a fear I can't see
afraid to fall
and I've spent my whole life running with a light in the distance
with whispers into my heart telling me I'm almost there
But where is there
When will I finally be freed of this prison called my mind
When will I finally be able to breathe in this world without oxygen
how many more tears until I'm made of nothing more but dust and brittle bones
How many more tears until I'm empty
How many more smiles before my teeth fall out , decayed from the sugar sweet lies held by my tongue
How much longer before this ticking time bomb self destructs
YOU ARE READING
thoughts on clouds
Poetryjust a random collection of thoughts and feelings. 'learn from this , because if this hurts you its better to learn than forget'
