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Fifty-Seven

[I know y'all might be getting sick of Hemlinson and I'm sorry but honestly this book is really Hemlinson so oops]

[i also will write a fûcking smut scene soon okay]

I'm sorry...

*Deletes*

We can go back to being friends if you don't want to be together anymore..

*deletes*

I love you

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Louis lets out a long, drawn out sigh, locking his phone and stuffing it under his pillow in defeat. He has managed to curl and tangle himself up in his soft bed covers, a pillow under his head and swimming in one of Lukes hoodies with the hood flipped up and the draw strings pulled to hide away his face. It smelt just like him, that faint scent of aftershave that he always seemed to wear or the hair product that he put on most mornings before going out anywhere.

If Louis spoke the truth, he preferred it when Luke didn't try and clean himself up. He sometimes loved to run his nimble fingers through Lukes air soft chestnut blonde hair, or to rub his hand against the scruff of the Aussies unshaven beard, It didn't mean that Louis didn't like it when Luke dressed all smart and nice, Luke always looked so handsome and beautiful smartly dressed in a suit and tie, or when he was cleanly shave and smelling fresh of new bottle of aftershave.

He fucked up, the best thing that ever happened to him and he messed it all up

Curling into the warm covers, Louis buries his nose into the material of the jumper be wears, closing his eyes as he inhales the musky scent and let's out a broken sigh. Luke was Louis' first friend, he was the first person to actually accepted Louis for who he was and even helped him as far as telling him mum that he was gay which was a massive step that only Luke could help him through.

Luke had helped Louis through all of bad times, the times that he just wanted to escape from the world, or when everyone was on his back and life was getting a little too stressful, Louis always had Luke to crawl to and cuddle up to his Side for a little while. Luke was there to cheer him up when he was down.

Louis was okay with it if Luke no longer wanted to date, but he would never be okay if he didn't want to be friends anymore.

"Happy Birthday to Lou..."The singing as already started, and Louis just hopes that his mum thinks that he's still sleeping and will leave him alone and not bother him with the singing on Happy Birthday and Happiness of birthday wishes and presents. Louis doesn't deserve them.

His bedroom door opens, with his mum already creeping into the not so big but not so little bedroom of her teenage son. She has a genuine smile on her face, carrying what Louis can guess is a red velvet cake that would be demolished by his siblings by lunch time. If Louis knew his mum, and he would like to think that he did very much so, she would have another one baked by this evening.

"C'mon Louis, Wakey wakey."Louis groans in protest whenever he feels his mum rub a hand over his cheek in a method for him to wake up. Her hands are soft and Louis hated the fact that he actually feels himself waken up a little more from his sleep."It's not every day that you turn 18, you can't spend it all in bed."

"I can, and I will."Louis grumbles."I'm sleepy, leave me be."

"Louis, you're 18. Think of all of the things you can now do, not like I'm going to let you do it, you may be 18 but you still live under my roof and you will not be doing anything I don't approve of-"