5 Seconds Of Summer Preferences [Requests CLOSED]

I Know What You Did Last Summer - Shawn Mendes/Camila Cabello

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Calum:

"He knows
Dirty secrets that I keep.
Does he know it's killing me?"

You paced around the room. You regretted what you did. You cheated on Calum a month ago. It's been haunting you since then. You weren't drunk, there was no excuse. You knew it was your fault.

You also knew that he knew. How he looked at you in a different way. His eyes weren't full of love and happiness when he saw you like they used to be. Now, they were full of sadness and disbelief.

You didn't know how to tell him without losing him. Sure, Calum had once kissed another girl, but he was drunk when it happened and very upset at himself. You knew he didn't mean to.

But, you had meant to cheat on him. Why? You didn't know. You were sober, you could have said "No." You didn't, though.

You heard the door open. You looked at it and saw Calum enter the room. "Hi." He said quietly.

"Hi." You gave him a smile. You felt like you were going to throw up. "Do you-- Do you need anything?"

"Yeah," he closed the door. "We need to talk."

"Do we?" Your stomach felt weird due to the guilt you had. You sat down on the bed. He sat down next to you.

"We do." He nodded. "I want you to know that I'm sorry."

"For what? Calum, you've done nothing wrong." You said.

But, I have.

Calum let out a sigh. "That's even worse. I have done something wrong."

"What is it?" You asked. "I'm sure it's nothing bad."

"It is. I've been so distant lately and I'm sorry. I love you, I still love you." He told you. You blinked away tears you didn't know you had. "Don't cry, (n/n), I'm sorry I made you upset."

"You didn't make me upset, Cal. I made myself upset. You shouldn't be apologizing. I should. You didn't do anything wrong. I did. I should pack my stuff and go." You got up and looked for your suitcase.

"(y/n)?" Calum walked over to you. "I'm sure it's alright. I love you and we'll get through whatever it is. Together."

"Stop saying you love me! Please! Calum, you won't love me anymore!" You yelled before sobbing.

He grabbed your wrists and looked into your eyes. "Baby, what happened? Why would I not love you? You're amazing and loyal and everything I ever wanted." You shook your head while he said that.

More tears fell. Why did he have to be so nice? Why did you cheat on him? You pulled out of his grasp. "Let me leave." Your voice cracked. "Please don't make this harder."

"(y/n), tell me. Tell me. Please." Calum begged.

"I have to leave. I'm not worthy of your love anymore, okay? I--" You let out a sob, crying. "I cheated on you, Calum. A month ago. It's killing me. So much. I just didn't know how to tell you and I'm not loyal." You wiped your eyes, but more tears came. "I'm s-sorry. Let me pack my th-things."

"Don't go anywhere." Calum whispered. "(y/n), you feel awful and, even though it hurts a bit, I still love you. I said I would always love you and I do. We can get through this. I know this creates some distance in our relationship. But, it will be back to normal with some time. I forgive you."