Despair

six

❝  your worst enemy sometimes be your best friend ❞

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"so you're on a two year break?" selena asks justin as they was walking around new york city, eating ice-cream. selena switched into a hoodie – justin's hoodie; he offered it to her since she was wearing something too fancy-like for walking around in new york city. justin took off his golden blazer, it rested around his forearm.

"yeah. i'm on my last few months," he clears.

"have you got the album done?"

"i've got a few tracks. not the entire album." selena nods, suddenly worried that she's meant to get a single out in four months; she has nothing. "what about you? how's everything going?"

she sighs, knowing what he's trying to hint at. "we said to never speak about it."

"i didn't know you was going to take it seriously! i didn't even intend it to sound like we'll just skip right past you trying to kill yourself!" people turned around, staring straight at justin and selena, bewilderedly and wide-eyed.

"you jerk," selena spits quietly, feeling her cheeks suddenly burn on fire. she traces their steps, walking away from justin.

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she had knew that justin got bombarded with fans so that's why he didn't chase after her – she saw fans posting it on social media. she wasn't mad at him for not telling her to wait. she was mad because he shouted out that she tried to commit suicide, knowing that there was people around. but she wasn't mad at him. it was only common sense for justin to ask her, as he did witness it.

(1) justinbieber:
i'm really sorry :( i didn't mean to shout. please don't ignore me this time.

he had sent her a message as soon as he could, after escaping the chaos of fans.

(2) selenagomez:
it's okay. i know you didn't mean to.

i'm sorry for walking away. i shouldn't have left you like that. :(

(3) justinbieber:
that's new.

it kinda did hurt to see you walk away like that. but, you know the fans, they don't leave you alone at times. i couldn't go chase after you.

re-over tomorrow? :)

"kinda hurt," selena said underneath her breath, shocked at his message.

(1) selenagomez:
sure :)

selena couldn't help but not say yes after his message. she knew it'll cause more problems for her in the future, hanging out with the world best pop star, but he wasn't just that. he was so much more.

(1) justinbieber:
good. but it's my choice this time.

selena smiled unwillingly as it was indeed her choice to go eat ice-cream around new york city. justin thought it was a terrible idea, but selena still insisted on going. however, the message still continued on:

come 'round my house around 2pm – i promise am not a serial killer. ;)