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#SLEDerpHerp
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I stared at the computer for what seems like an eternity. Nakakatuwang makakita ng couple na nagmamahalan. I had a shoot yesterday in Batangas for a prenup at hindi ko mapigilang isipin na ganyan din sana ako kasaya kagaya ng groom sa araw ng kasal ko. I love Liz. But I don't know what's wrong with me these past few weeks. I'm beginning to doubt myself if I really love her enough to marry her.
"Pare, di maeedit yang photo kung tititigan mo lang." narinig kong sabi ni Dave. I shook my head bringing me back to reality and heaved a deep sigh. "Ayan kasi. Sino ba kasing gago ang nagsabing tignan mo uli yung ex mo?"
"It's not just that dude. Alam mo bang nakakausap pa rin pala siya ni yaya?" I said. Halatang nagulat si Dave sa binalita ko. He sat beside me and looked me in the eye.
"Seryoso?"
"Yeah. At hindi sinabi ni yaya kung anong mga pinag-uusapan nila. I mean, kailangan ba ngayon pa lahat mangyari to kung kailan malapit na kong ikasal?"
"Bakit dude? Kung sakali bang nalaman mo dati pa that Yaya Ana and Julie still talk to each other, may chance bang magkabalikan uli kayo?" tanong niya.
"Oo. Ewan ko. P-pwede." I stuttered.
"Eh ngayon ba?" he asked.
"May boyfriend na siya, dude." I replied. He heaved a deep sigh tsaka pa napailing.
"Wrong answer pare." aniya saka na tumayo and went back to his desk. Napasandal ako sa upuan ko and closed my eyes. Mali nga. Kailan ba ko tumama diba? Una, I left Julie because I wanted to see if we can live without each other for a period of time. Pero what did I do? Naging kami naman ni Liz. Then I asked Liz to marry me even though I know deep down na hindi pa ko handa. And now this. I'm torn between my feelings for Liz and for Julie. I know it's been 4 years pero... Iba eh. Si Julie yun eh.
"Moe, Next Saturday na yung wedding nila Jim and Karen ha? We have to be in Tagaytay by 9am. Yun sinabi ko sa coordinator nila." ani Franky.
"Ah, yeah. Sige." tango ko. "Anong company yung coordinator?"
"J & F Events."
"J & F... Bago lang?" I asked.
"Yeah I think. Yuppies din yung owners eh. Hot chicks nga mga dude." aniya sabay apir kay Dave.
"Parang gusto ko agad Saturday na ah." ngisi naman ni Dave. "Sorry pare. Di ka na pwede mangchicks. Kami na lang ni Franksters." he added.
"Whatever. I have more important things to do anyway." kibit-balikat ko.
"I'm sure namang mas maganda si Liz sa mga yun, Moe." Alex said. Tumango ako and smiled at her.
"You haven't seen them pa kasi, Lex. Basta. I'm telling you. Sobrang hot nilang dalawa."
"1-10, dude. Ano?" Dave asked sounding excited.
"Sizzling 100, brother!" bulalas ni Franky at nag-apir at hiyawan pa silang dalawa. Napailing na lang ako saka na lang nagbalik ng pansin sa computer ko. I started editing the photos as the company name of the wedding coordinator rings in my head. J & F... Sounds familiar but I don't remember where I heard that company name before.
I woke up from stupor when I felt someone kissed my cheek. Napalingon ako and saw Liz smiling like a little girl.
"Hey! Ikaw pala." I said.
"Super busy mo ata that you're not answering my calls." she pouted. Natawa ako and made her sit on my lap saka ko siya hinalikan sa pisngi.
"Sorry. Rush editing." sabi ko sabay turo sa computer screen.
