IRRESISTIBLE! (N.H.)

CHAPTER 41. REALIZED

I am srry that I haven't updated like in a decade. I am sorry again.
Well was anyone waiting for me to update?

Don't comfort me with a lie, truth would be better!

Bella's P.O.V.

"Bella!" It was perrie.

"Stand up and go and change!" She ordered me to go and try my bikini out cause she wanted all of us to look invincible in bikinis.

Like seriously?

"I am tired!" I replied and went back to texting my friend Ana.
I haven't met my friends from a century.
And I seriously miss them.

"Bella!" This time she pulled me up by the shoulders and snatched away my phone, throwing it on the bed.

"Niall is going to see you!" She declared.

"I know!" I replied nonchalantly.

Talking of niall, he has seen me in far leeser clothes.
To be honest, in no clothes at all.
So what's the big deal?
Actually it's a big deal for all of the others, cause they still think that I and Niall are too shy to take the steps ahead.
But little do they know that we have had thrown away our shame for each other.

"Bella?" It was Sanya now.

God. I bet these girls are never leaving me alone.

"Perrie, you look so cute!" Sanya commented and perrie hugged her in excitement.

"By the way babe, jade called!"

"When?" Perrie asked and pulled up a night gown , covering herself up.

"When you were in the bathroom. And Zayn picked up so you have to go and talk to her and to him too!"

"Yes. Thanks!"

With that she exited the room, while all the other girls were in the bathroom lobby getting changed.

They all had called me several times but naturally have up when I continued denying.

"You are fine babe?" Sanya asked, concern annexing her features.

I didn't know how to answer that.

I was feeling very low.

I was feeling a bit weird.

With every passing second my body was getting weary.

I didn't know.
I didn't want her to be tensed, because she becomes my mom when I am sick or sad.

"No I am not!" Her lips formed an O and she placed her hands on my shoulders.

"What happened? Do you need something? Did I do something? Did I ignore you by mistake? Or is it someone else? Is it her? Christie?"

I was amused at all of the questions she was asking but that one name out there made me sad.

Christie- Why on earth was she like this with me? I had spent the rest of the evening just pondering on this question.
Why did she hate me so much? I haven't done anything.
I wasn't even a bully in school, that she has returned to take the revenge.

Today, she again and again interrupted me and that made me somehow sad. Actually very sad. The way she always let me down, it was bad.

Bad. Bad. Bad.

I didnt want to create a scene or something so I shut up.

I replied the best person, cause she was far more important than Christie.

"I just need a best friend hug!" I replied shortly and soon I was being hugged by the best person.

Sanya has been the world to me.

Even in my dark days, when I was all alone, she was on my ways, she was always to phone.

"I am tired!" I sighed and she nodded.

"I know. And if you are worried about that bitch, then don't be. Please smile now!" Niall and her had asked me to do this -smile- the whole day, but somehow I couldn't.

But I did as she asked.

"Ok so babe. I am going to tell the others to change and sleep and you can sleep on the bed. Will be back soon!" She let go off me and I smiled at her back.

I quickly plugged my phone into charging and threw myself on the bed.

Last thing I want is a human to wake me up.

I heard faint giggles and soon everything died in the abyss of silence .

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"Bella?" I heard some one whisper in my ear.

What?

"Bella?" I turned around on the bed lazily and found Sanya , supported by her elbow looking at me with a puppy dog face.

She wanted something.
God. I swear.

But not now.

Rather than asking her what she wanted checked the time.

The neon numbers read 12:00 A.M. and I groaned.

"What?" I asked rather snapped.

That's rude Bella! My brain scolded.

"Sorry. What happened?" I asked her and she just grinned.

What a girl?
What a kid?

"I want to meet Harry!" She admitted and I ran my eyes around the room and saw all the tired bodies scattered around.

"Not now!" I replied and she frowned. Even I wanted to meet Niall. I wanted to cuddle.

"Pweease!!" She stretched and I sat up shocking her.

"Yay!! I love you!" She kissed my cheek and we both left the bed.

"Careful!" I said as we made our way out the room, not waking anyone up.

She squealed when we were out the room.

"Christie was my first kiss. But it didn't mean anything Harry! We were just 12 year olds!" I heard Niall talking to Harry, as I and Sanya opened the door.

They didn't notice that I and Sanya had heard it all.

Those sentences made my heart sink.

Niall lied to me.

Why did he?

So I get it now!

Christie was niall's first kiss.
Niall was Christie's first kiss.
And now Niall loves me,
But maybe Christie still loves him.

Now I get it.

My eyes looked at the ground underneath when I felt a tear roll down.

Footsteps were heard and I knew that they realized that I and Sanya were here.

But what about what I realized?

Done. Done...

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(20.06.16)