Book 1: Breaking Free Making It Count (Titanic Fanfiction)

Chapter 13

Jacks pov

I drove as fast as I could into the city to get Rose to the doctors. I hope I am not to late? What happens if the doctor can't see her? What can I do then?
No she has to see the doctor. There is no other way, the twins and her could possibly all die. She has to see him. There is no other option.

I then pull up right outside his surgery and go and fetch Rose out of the car. As she then stepped out of the car she spewed on the sidewalk. People were shocked and just looked. I then picked her up and rushed her inside. I barged in through the door into the waiting room with 3 people sitting down. I then ran up to the front desk with Rose slows slipping out of my arms.

"I need to see Dr Peter Cooper now!", I demanded the lady at the counter.

"I'm sorry sir but their are you're people before you in waiting"

"No you don't understand! she and the twins might die! She needs to see-", then the back door fling wide open with a loud booming voice.

"What's going on here!?!", he shouted before laying eyes on Rose and rushing over checking her pulse. "Bring her in quickly", he said as he lead me through the door from which he emerged from."Here", he said as he wiped everything off the bench onto the floor. He then quickly rolled a stand thing over here , and attached a bag to it. I then gently put Rose in the table. He then gently felt around her arm where the blood was flowing, and then gently pierced a needle into her. My heart was racing like a race horse on the track.
What's happening? What's wrong with her? I couldn't stop thinking that if Rose died it would be all my fault. I didn't protect her or the twins. I was to late to save her. And it was all my fault. I could only stand there helpless as the world rushed around me with Dr Cooper and his assistant running everywhere to get everything they needed go help Rose. I just stood still looking at my poor darling Rose. There was nothing I could do to help her besides being with her.

As the world was flying by faster than ever. With the forever buzzing machines around me. The lady who was at the reception desk then walked straight up to me and asked me to leave.

"No no I'm not leaving her", I replied back to her.

"I'm sorry sir but you are coming with me", she said as she took a good grip of my hand and started pulling me towards the door leading out.

"NO ROSE!", I screamed as I was getting pulled away from my lover."ROSE", I kept yelling and screaming as I got further and further away from her. "ROSE! ROSE!", I banged on the door demanding to go in as I looked into her through the widow the door had. I watched the doctors wiz around her. With her lying dead still on the table. I then start crumbling to the ground knowing that I was locked out from seeing the one true person I had and loved. Their were other people in the waiting room who just like at me. As I looked up I saw a seven year old girl sitting by her parents  taking a quick glimpse at me before her parents told her to stop it. I know my face and my cheeks are red and the only thing that cooled them down was my rivers of tears flowing from my eyes. I just sat their praying that she was going to be alright. I just looked up at the plain white ceiling trying to clear my mind. It was the only thing I needed to do.

Then the lady at the counter came back through the door behind the desk and asked me to move and hop up onto a chair to sit in and wait. I don't even know how long I've been staring at the ceiling for. My eyes and my whole body is helpless without Rose. I can't function properly without her. My head was spinning of all the things that could go and my body hurt from my muscles tensing. I felt like I was high. The women at the desk then helped me up onto my feet and onto a chair to wait. Im was so nervous and distressed I can't stop my foot from stomping up and down on the floor. What happens if Rose doesn't make it and I'm not by her side? What going on in that room? What is going to happen to her? I'm jumping out of my skin about what is happening to her. I just need to calm and settle down for the both of us. Just settle down Jack settle down. I then start to close my eyes and try and dream about the future for me and Rose.

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I then woke up suddenly from the desk lady. Wow how long was I out for? I then looked around the room with no else their this time. Where has everyone gone? What time is it? Oh no ROSE!

"What's happened? Is she ok? Is she alright?", I fired at lady, "Is she ok? Why whats wrong with her? Is she dead? Is she alive?", I kept asking her as my voice got faster and faster knowing that she was in danger.

"Mr... Mr...MR DAWSON!", she screamed at me getting my attention, "Rose is doing fine. She is responding to the treatment very well"

"And what about...what about the babies. Are they alright?", I asked her nervous about them both.

"They're both going fine. They are now settling down now"

"Oh thank God", I said having a ton of bricks removed off my chest knowing that Rose and the babies were both fine and doing great. I was so happy and over the moon right now.

"Mr Dawson. MR DAWSON", she screams at me again gunning me down out of my happy mood, "We would like to keep her in overnight in a hospital"

"A hos... hos... hospital. No no absolutely NOT. Rose is not going to a hospital! Ok? She is not going to a hospital and I promised her that. Ok she's not going! She's not going..."

"DAWSON!", I heard someone yell. It echoed like a chapel bell that has been struck causing an earthquake. I just froze knowing I am in trouble. I then turn around to find Dr Cooper at the door where Rose is. "Jack you can only see her if you calm down. Ok?", I just nodded in agreement and walked in.

I then ran over to her on the table where she had remained the whole time and immediately started to kiss her all over her face hoping that she would wake up from my presence. I then saw her head move. "Rose", I whispered quietly to her.

"Jack", she mumbled back to me

"It's ok Rose I'm here.I'm here. Ok. Everything is going to be all right", I then kiss her hand as a promise as she gives a faint smile to me. I was then interrupted by the doctor again.

"Jack listen. We want Rose to stay overnight in special care. Just to monitor her and keep a close watch on her and the babies. Now with you refusing to let her go into a hospital...", I then interrupted him.

"Why can't she stay here with you under observation?", I asked him.

"Ummm I don't know Jack", he replied to my idea.

"Why not? Me and Rose can both stay here for the night while she is under observation. That way you can monitor her progress"

"Jack I don't know"

"Well just think about. Please that's all I'm asking. It's either we stay here or I will take her and she will die. Please if you do have a giving caring heart you would let us stay here. Please", I begged him, he just puffed.

"Alright then. I will tell my wife Carol to bring you down some pillows and a blanket and you can sleep down here Jack", I was overwhelm with joy and relief.

"Oh thank God thank you. Thank you. Thank you so so much", I said to him wrapping my arms around him and starting to break down in tears.

"It's ok Jack", he said giving me a pat on the back. "Listen you can stay down here with Rose and my wife will come down and bring the stuff you need. Ok", I just nodded in agreement still breathless as I wondered my way over to Rose and giving her a kiss and stroking her hair.

"Where going to be alright Rose. Ok. I'm going to be right beside you tonight. Ok. Ok"

*10 minuets later*

I was still stroking Roses red friary hair when all of the sudden I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. I then turn and look over my shoulder to see a women who was in her 50's or 60's.

"Hello Jack I'm Mrs Carol Cooper. My husband told me that you are staying with us tonight. Until your..."

"Fiancé", I filled her in.

"Fiancé gets better. Which hopefully she will. Well everything is all set and here is your blanket and pillow and you can just make yourself at home and oh umm also breakfast will be 8am just to let you know. And that's it. Just make yourself comfortable and at home and come up for breakfast in the morning. And that will be all. Goodnight Jack."

"Goodnight", I said to her as she climbed up the stairs. I then placed my pillow on the ground next to Rose and put my blanket over me. I then closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.